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Title: Love over Majesty
User: Swami Gaurangapada Date: 2007-03-11 19:39:32
dear swami gaurangapada ,
obeisances to you, obeisances to all the beloved devotee's and to the lotus
feet of *sri nityananda prabhu and sri caitanya mahaprabhu , all glories to the
spiritual masters and acaryas *:oops:
Dear swamiji , recently i
managed to get caitnya caritamrta and have been enjoying reading this amazing
work , but as with all the books i get one of the items they always establish is
the supremacy of the lord , as the supreme personality of godhead , but in my
reading and listening i have discovered that the topmost loving relationships
with lord gaurahari *requires that one overcomes the sense of majesty and
supremeness of the lord , you can see my problem .........
as this is quite baffling
, pls remove the doubts of this matter and allow me to understand how it is
possible to attain pure love of god , even when ones heart is in knowledge of
the supremacy and majesty of krishna .
your servant ,
sacinandana_das
Answer by Swami
Gaurangapada:
Shri Chaitanya
Charitamrita states that aisvarya shithila gyane nahi mora prita..."I
am not so pleased by devotion mixed with awe and reverence of Vaikuntha,
Ayodhya and Dvaraka as I am with intimate devotion without awe and reverence of
Vrindavana."
Shrila Krishnadasa
Kaviraja Goswami is Kasturi Manjari in Radha-Krishna's pastimes, who worships
Them without awe and reverence, and he himself has written the above verse,
thus he fully realizes that the highest thing is to worship the Lord with pure
intimate affection.
Even the gopies of
Vrindavana who worship the Lord in pure intimacy are fully aware of the glories
and opulences of Lord Krishna. But this knowledge of the glories does not
affect their mood towards the Lord in which the awe and reverence is not there.
Similarly the topmost
description of the glories of the opulences and position of the Lord in Shri
Chaitanya Charitamrita in no way minimize aishvarya mukta prema or love. Infact
unless one fully realizes and understands how great God is, one can never
develop an intimate relationship with Lord Gauranga-Krishna and one will never
be able to appreciate the good fortune of such an intimate relationship which
is without awe and reverence.
If one directly jumps to
thinking about intimate relationships with the Lord and does not understand the
full glories of the Lord, then one can end up being a sahajiya or one who takes
bhakti or devotion cheaply.
That is why Shri
Chaitanya Charitamrita takes us in the perfect philosophical sequence of
achieving love for the Lord as Shrila Krishnadasa Kaviraja is the most expert
preacher. No part of Shri Chaitanya Charitamrita is more important than the
other.
This discussion can go
into much more depth but I will say only this for now.
dear swami gaurangapada ,
Thank-you for your reply
,
in caitanya caritamrta
adi lila ch 3 , verse 16 , it is stated
" knowing my
opulences , the whole world looks upon me with awe and veneration , but
devotion made feeble by such reverence does not attract me "
Dear swami gaurangapada ,
it is this verse which prompted me to ask this question ,
simply i wish to
understand and follow accordingly the best route , i dont take this cheaply
swamiji ,indeed it is the most difficult and trying endeavour i have ever
undertaken ,i just wish to understand so i can come to a position of pleasing
the lord
i do not know what is
sahijya either , but my purpose is to take in as much as i can in this life ,to
advance as much as i can in this life ,sure ,every soul would so like to
have the qualifications
of the great souls that we read about ,always knowing the right thing to say ,
how to please the lord greatly and have very intimate relations with him or
freindly relationships , but we only have to for a few seconds look at
ourselves to realise we are completley un qualified.
However , i find myself
in a predicament ,certainly a lot of the things we do and benedicting
scriptures we read also chanting of the holy names , brings us to a position of
being eligible to be promoted to the transcendental vaikuntha , but having
realised that liberation is not the top most goal , i simply wish to take in as
much as possible , and keep pleading for devotional service life after life ,
with all these items in mind i ask about these verses , humbly praying that you
will take us a step closer each time to the lord , indeed i have not a doubt in
my mind that you are completely capable . i just put all my faith at your lotus
feet swami gaurangapada and take whatever remnants and jewels i can , like the
local thief !
jaya nityananda jaya
gauranga , hare krishna ,
your servant always ,
sacinandana_das
even things which seem
impossible can become possible by remembering the lotus feet of sri caitanya
mahaprabhu , my hope lies here and in the jewel of our blessed nityananda.
I know that you are
sincere and want to understand the tattva or philosophy very clearly.
I was commenting in
general (not referring to anyone) on the dangers of directly jumping to
artificial imitative devotion which some try to practice and reject the reading
of Bhagavad Gita and other scriptures because there is awe and reverence in
those scriptures.
Some even state that the
pastimes of Dhruva Maharaja and Prahlada Maharaja in the Shrimad Bhagavatam are
not important because they are in awe and reverence and only the gopies
pastimes are important. But the Supreme Lord Gauranga Himself heard in raptorous
trance the pastimes of Dhruva and Prahlada 100 times each from Shrila Gadadhara
Pandita in Shri Tota Gopinatha Temple here in Puri Dhama.
Shrila Shukadeva Goswami
also spoke 12 cantos of Shrimad Bhagavatam, because he wanted the readers to
first get immersed in the greatness, opulences and incarnations of the Lord and
deeply understand how great God is and then and only then can one properly
understand the most intimate pastimes of the Lord in the 10th Canto without
committing offenses.
Dear swami gaurangapada ,
many thanks for your
reply , please excuse my continuation with this subject , i feel i would like
to be clearer , i can understand some of what you are saying , but please
enlighten me a little further , if a devotee attains to a particular stage by
the mercy of guru and gauranga , is it then that the lord takes away from the
devotee this sense of majesty or is it that the closer and more purified you
become by the chanting process that this sense itself is diluted and love
becomes more prominent
or is it something else
please help me to understand swamiji, i am struggling to understand this .
Thank-you swami
gaurangapada ,
for your help with this
topic , it is said the supersoul helps from inside and out , and surely by your
grace this has been answered for me ,
the verse which answered
this i will type for the benefit of others .
cc.adi.2.118
By such conclusive
studies i know the glories of Lord Caitanya , only by knowing these glories ,
can one become strong and fixed in attachment for him .
this verse sums the whole
question up for me very nicely .
thank-you again,
always desiring the mercy
of the pure devotee's of the supreme lords ,
sacinandana_das