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Title: Shantipura Nayakam Aham Bhaje
User: Swami Gaurangapada Date: 2006-11-30 07:59:00
Today it was very ecstatic to be in Shantipur again, the home of Lord Advaita Acharya who is Lord Sadashiva and Mahavishnu Himself. He is also Shrimati Vilasa devi in the divine pastimes of Shri Shri Radha More »: "http:///"]Krishna. I meditated on the form of Lord Advaita in Shantipur while singing His Name. With His left hand He is calling all souls and with His raised right hand He is blessing all souls with pure love for Lords Nityananda Gauranga. [URL="http://www.nitai.in/#"
He is really the only way to attain Nitai Gaura. When I looked closely with rapt attention and devotion to His Deity, I could see that He was in a deep trance of ecstatic jubilation in the sankirtana pastimes of Lord Gaurahari. I remembered His final instruction before His disappearance which was to spread the Holy Name of Krishna: "http:///"]Gauranga far and wide. I heard Him speaking the same instruction to me. I told Him I was greatly unqualified and insignificant for such an instruction and then told Him that any thing is possible by His empowerment. I told Him I feel too unqualified to even be His empowered servant. My only qualification in my tiny tiny desire to please Him by telling others to chant the Holy Name of Gauranga. That is the only string of hope by which I am connected to His lotus feet. Otherwise I am the useless servant of His servants. He was very merciful unto Me today and I hope against hope that I can cling to His lotus feet and instructions always. Nityananda! Gauranga! Hare [URL="http:///"! Jaya Guru Parampara! Pranams to all! Jaya Advaita!