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User: Bhushan Date: 2006-10-05 13:55:19
All Glories to Shrila Vrindavana dasa Thakura
All Glories to Shrila Bhaktivinoda Thakura
All Glories to Shrila Saraswati Thakura
All Glories to Shrila Prabhupada
All Glories to Gurudeva
All Glories to all devotees
Gurudeva please accept my humble dandavats at the dust of your lotus feet
dandavats at the lotus feet of all devotees
All Glories to the servants and associates of Supreme Lord Gaurangachandra.
All Glories to most merciful Lord Nityananda,Lord Advaita Acharya,Shrila Gadhadhara Pandita,Shrila Shrivasa Pandita and Gaura-Bhakta Vrinda, and All All Glories to Thier master,thier life and soul, the most merciful,most effulgent Son of Sachimata Lord Gaurangachandra.
All Glories to Shrila Haridasa Thakura,All Glories to Shrila Murari Gupta,All Glories to Lord Virachandra, All Glories to Shrila Abhirama Thakura,All Glories to Shrila Gadhadhara dasa All Glories to all associates of Lord Nitai-Chaitanya.
I had an eye-opening realization due to the mercy of Lord Nityananda Gauranga and Thier devotees.
In order to get Official Transcripts of marks recieved in exams, I had to take my original marksheets to college.I had put those in a folder. After the college ended and I came home,my father asked for the originals, as i opened my bag,to my horror I found that the folder wasnt there.I had misplaced it!If I lost my original documents then all record is lost which means i am in BIG trouble,and its a BIG trouble to get duplicates(nearly impossible).
I got soooo tensed,so worried what to do,now college also closed! What can I do.Having nowhere to go,I turned to Lord Nityananda the deliverer of the fallen. In desperation I started chanting Nityananda Nityananda Nityananda Gauranga Gauranga Gauranga.
I wondered what kind of enjoyment is this material world. Just for some documents I am suffering.And maybe this time I can get my folder,but next time I am sure something even worse will happen. This material world is NOT the coolest place to be. The biggest tagedy is that I am in this material world.This is not my actual home. Hence whatevr happens I should always call out Nityananda Gauranga.Tomorrow I might get the folder but still I am in the material world,the problem is not solved,that is just temporary solution.
I had learnt my lesson,I decided I wont be so forgetful and the most importantly I will never forget the Supeme Masters Nityananda Gauranga.I will always remember Them,and cry out to Them. The way I cried for that folder I that way I should cry for Lords.That night I desperately chanted.
The next day I went to college and by mercy of Lord Nityananda I saw the folder in the auditorium where i carelessly left it,it was untouched(I couldnt believe my eyes),Chanting the name of Lord Nityananda I took the folder.Momentarily i felt happy,but i know the problem is not solved.
O Lord Nityananda Gauranga engage me in Your devotional service,I dont want to enjoy(which is actually suffering) in this material world.
O Gurudeva pls be merciful to me give this most sinful person shelter at your lotus feet,O devotees please be merciful to me.
Knowing this i still run after material enjoyment, Lord Nityananda is my only only shelter.
please forgive me for offences and mistakes,i am a v v neophyte.
aspiring to be humble servent of your lotus feet
Bhushan Nityananda dasa