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Title: Midnight blogging
User: Igor Date: 2006-07-20 11:23:41
It is 01.04 AM. Late. But still day is too short.
And we are so limited. This body is so weak. So temporary.
I am sitting in half-dark room, listening Shrilla Prabhupada's sweet voice while he is singing Vande ham prayers. Time is passing slowly. This life will also pass.
This forum changed my life. I must say that. Completely, within and withouth. This forum and translation of Swami Gaurangapada words become my sadhana. And more I am typing, more I have desire to type. Time stops. All world stops. All sidhanthas are in Nityananda Gauranga Naam book. This book will change world because it will bring right perspective about Nityananda and Gauranga Naam.
Lord Gauranga is known to be "hidden incarnation", even that He is source of all incarnations. Glories of His Name are also hidden. But Nitai, merciful Nitai broke that secret and soon whole world will chant Lord Gauranga's Holy Name. This Nityananda Gauranga Naam Book is nondifferent from Nityananda and Gauranga,but at same time it is more merciful - whoever read this book will chant Nityananda and Gauranga and soon will attain all perfection.
Thinking about that, time is passing. That was desire of Bhaktivinoda, Shrilla Prabhupada. So nicely. There is nothing so glorious like this supreme path! Who can be more mercifull that Nitai and Gaura? How my life will look like in case that I have never heard about Them? I don't want to think about that.
jivane hoilo sesa na bhajile hrsikesa - Bhaktivinoda sings. This life has it's end. Ten, eleven, fifty, hundred years, it doesn't really matter. Time passes. And what can I do? What? Bhajile hrsikesa. To worship Lord of senses, Krishna. But I can not do that. I do not know Krishna. I can not serve him directly. It is not possible. But there is hope - guru mukhya padma vakya.Words from lips of spiritual master are only hope. Nityananda Gauranga Naam book is only hope.
So, I am blogging and thinking on that way, listening Maha Mantra in background.
01.13.AM Yes, day and life are both, too short.
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