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Shri Shri Navadvipa Bhava
Taranga
Waves of
Ecstatic Moods in Navadvipa Dhama
Bengali verses composed in 1899 by Shrila Thakura Bhaktivinoda
Translation by Dasharatha-suta dasa, January 1993
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VERSE / TOPIC
1 The glories of
Navadvipa and Vrindavan
7 The beauty of
transcendental Navadvipa
8 (1) Shri Antar-dvipa
(Mahavan of Braja)
9 The glories of Mayapur
(Gokula)
15 Isodyana (The Lord's
Garden)
20 Shri Ganga Nagar
21 Bharadvaja Tila
22 Shasthi Tirtha
(Mathura in Madhuvan of Braja)
23 Saradanga
24 (2) Simanta-dvipa
25 Bilva-paksa-vana
(Bilvavan of Braja)
26 Isodyana (The Lord's
Garden)
30 Kajira Sodhana
(Visrama Sthala)
30 Shridhara Kutira
(Shridharangana)
33 Suvarna Bihara
35 Shri Nrsimha Puri (Deva Palli)
36 The mercy of Shri
Nrsimha to the author
41 Alakananda
41 Kasi-ksetra
(Hari-hara-ksetra)
42 (3) Godruma-dvipa
(Nandisvara of Braja)
44 The cowherd pastimes
of Gauranga at Godruma
51 (4) Madhya-dvipa
52 Naimisa Forest (&
the assembly of sages)
55 Brahmana Puskara
56 Uccha Hatta
(Kuru-ksetra)
57 Midday sankirtana
pastimes of Gauranga)
62 Pancha Veni
65 (5) Kola-dvipa
(Bahulavan of Braja)
65 Varaha Ksetra
66 Kuliya Pahar
67 The school of Vidya
Vacaspati
68 Vision of Shri
Gauranga's sannyasi form
72 Samudragar (Ganga
Sagar)
76 Champa-hatta
(Khadiravan of Braja)
79 (6) Ritu-dvipa (Radha
Kunda of Braja)
80 Balarama and Krishna's
cowherding pastimes
85 Vidya-nagar
89 Gaura-sundara's
pastimes of gaining knowledge
94 (7) Jahnu-dvipa
(Bhadravan of Braja)
96 Bhisma Tila
97 Bhisma-deva appears
and instructs the author
109 (8) Modadruma-dvipa
(Bhandiravan of Braja)
112 The author's vision
of Sita, Rama and Laksmana
117 Vaikunthapur
120 Arka Tila
121 The Sun-god appears
to the author
124 Mahatpur (Kamyavan of
Braja)
125 Topics of the
Pandavas
129 Draupadi appears to
the author
132 (9) Rudra-dvipa (same
as Mount Kailasa)
135 The author meets the
goddess called Nirvana
142 The author meets Lord
Shiva
146 Shri Pulina (Rasa
Mandala)
147 Meeting Ananga and
Rupa Manjari, Lalita Sakhi
163 The dream breaks
166 Prayers
168
Benediction on the readers
Introduction
The Ishodyana at Shridham Mayapur
Thakura
Bhaktivinoda composed three very important books regarding the transcendental
realm of Sri NavadvTpa Dhama
(1)
Shri Navadvipa Dhama Mahatmya (Parikrama Khanda)
(2)
Shri Navadvipa Dhama Mahatmya (Pramana Khanda)
(3)
Shri Navadvipa Bhava Taranga.
The
first book is used by many devotees from different branches of the Gaudiya
sampradiya to assist their performance of parikrama, or circumambulation of the
holy places scattered over the 16 krosa (32 square miles) of this holy abode. The second book contains the
scriptural evidence concerning the location and glorification of these holy
places manifest in nine islands. And the third book (the present volume) is an
astonishing and enchanting description of Shri Navadvipa Dhama as it appears
to the bhava-siddha-nayana (eyes perfected in divine ecstatic emotion) when
seen in the state bhakti-yoga-samadhi (absolute trance in devotional service).
Although seemingly small in size (168 simple Bengali verses), the position of
this work amongst the literatures of bhajana-giti (devotional songbooks) is
very, very exalted. Upon reading it only once, a loving devotee will not be
able to give it up — it will necessarily be cultivated with a melted heart
again and again."
A
specifically important feature of this book is that through his eyes of love in
the state of bhava-samadhi, Bhaktivinoda has described the mysterious and
cardinal place known as Isodyana, or "The Lord's Garden." Within this
material world, there is no historical or geographical reference to such a spot.
Therefore Prabhupada Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvafi Gosvami, who knows the
inner intentions of his father Thakura Bhaktivinoda, and who was very expert in
fulfilling his wishes, duly excavated this place and many others for the
benefit of the world. On the bank of Prithu Kunda (near the hill of Ballala
Dighi) Srlla Sarasvati Thakura manifested the lake known as Sri Radha Kunda,
and upon its bank he reconstructed the Isodyana that was described by Sri
Bhaktivinoda. This area, served by members of Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati's
institution Sri Chaitanya Matha is also the site of the samadhi mandira
(memorial tomb) of Paramahamsa Babaji Shrila Gaura Kishora Dasa GosvamT Maharaja, who is an eternal
resident of this Isodyana. Quite appropriately, this Garden has been planted
with numerous varieties of flora that are favorable to Krishna's service such
as fruit trees, flowering vines, plus all kinds of exotic foliage.
Whoever
sincerely reads the Navadvipa Bhava Taranga of Om Vishnupada Shri Shrila
Bhaktivinoda Thakura takes into their heart his moods of eagerly desiring to
worship the Lord in "The Lord's Garden." By the mercy of their
spiritual master, and each according to their own capacity of spiritual
qualification, the respective devotees advance in their understanding of the
brilliant reality of this eternal Garden, which is yet invisible to mortal
eyes.
The
contrast between, material and spiritual vision is nicely illustrated by the
Thakura in the following verses: One whose eyes are covered by material illusion
sees only a small house situated here, plus some ordinary earth, water and a
few articles. But if maya becomes merciful and lifts her covering, then one
sees a grand spiritual dwelling. (11)
Why should the fallen rascal souls of Kali-yuga, bound up tightly
by material illusion, have the privilege of seeing all these eternal, fully
spiritual and limitless treasures of the divine realm? Maya, has therefore
hidden the Dhama by means of the erosive, ever-changing nature of the three
rivers Gariga, Yamuna and Sarasvati. Thus the eyes of the materialist can see
only a shadow of the real Mayapur.
The
place called Isodyana is mentioned throughout the poetic verses of Navadvipa
Bhava Taranga, specifically in verses 15, 26-29, 42, 70, 163, and 166. Thakura Bhaktivinoda,
the best of the rupanuga bhaktas, has informed us of his confidential bhajana
performed at this transcendental Garden in the following verses:
In
the southern portion of Mayapur, on the bank of the river Ganga and very near
its junction with the river Sarasvati, is the extensive grove called Isodyana
(The Lord's Garden). May that Garden be the place of my eternal devotions. (26)
In
this Garden, my Lord Shri Shachinandana performs His midday pastimes along with His
devotees. Seeing the brilliance of this grove, I am reminded of the area of
Radha Kunda in Braja. May this scene be eternally visible to my eyes. (27)
Huge
trees and dark vines appear very dense. Among the foliage are various types of
birds singing the transcendental qualities of Lord Gaura. There is a large lake
and an extremely opulent temple glowing wim pure gold inlaid with diamonds as
well as blue and yellow sapphires. (28)
The
materialists, with their eyes bewildered by the illusions of material sense
perception, and who are envious of the Lord, can never see these groves.
Rather, they see only a small piece of land covered with thorns, periodically
thrown into utter disruption by the forceful flooding of the river Gariga. (29)
Living in my private grove next to Isodyana (The Lord's Garden) I
will worship the greatest treasure — the Divine Couple Shri Shri Radha and
Krishna, Who are non-different from the moonlike Shri Gauranga. (163)
Navadvipa Bhava Taranga
(only
translation)
(with
verses below)
1 Which is the
crest-jewel of all holy abodes, which is the sporting-ground of the sandhini
potency, which measures sixteen krosa in circumference, which is manifest in
nine islands, where the chit and ananda potencies reside, and w which is the
sanctuary of all holy places, demigods, sages and scriptures - May the Dhama of
Shri Navadvipa become visible to my eyes.
2 May my eyes behold the
sixteen krosa of Vrindavan (within the circle of Mathura-mandala) as identical
to Navadvipa (within the circle of Gauda-mandala). These Dhamas are but two manifestations of
one principle that is infinitely beginningless and purely spiritual, and which,
only for reasons of differing pastimes of the Lord, has taken the form of two
immaculate abodes.
3 By His inconceivable potency
(acintya sakti) which is infinite and spiritual, the Lord has brought these two
Dhamas into the material world in order to liberate the living entities
dwelling there. By the power of the
mercy of this Shri Krishna, may the
souls bound in matter someday see these abodes of Vrindavan and Navadvipa.
4 Only by acquiring
proper qualifications can all the senses of the living entities taste the
spiritually variegated nectar of these holy Dhamas. Since unqualified material senses are
incapable of tasting this sweet nectar, those so unfortunately endowed
scornfully deride these places again and again as being insignificant locations
made only of dull matter.
5 The basis of
qualification is the mercy of Krishna Himself and the mercy of His
devotees. Out of compassion for the
living entities, the sadhus bestow this transcendental qualification unto other
devotees by their own association. One
cannot attain this by following the paths of jnana (transcendental knowledge),
karma (fruitive activities) or yoga (mystic exercises). Only by means of sraddha (devotional faith),
while strictly keeping the association of the saintly devotees of the Lord, can
one be victorious over matter.
6 The very moment that
the living entity gives up the entangling network of material illusions related
to the senses, the eyes of the soul will behold the splendour of the spiritual
Dhama. Aha! Oh, when will I attain that
state? When will I see Shri Navadvipa
Dhama, so far beyond the mirage of mundane existence?
7 Resembling an eight
petalled lotus in shape, this abode is immaculately pure. It is so cooling that it defeats the
illumination of millions of moons. It is
so brilliant that it defeats the effulgence of millions of suns. Sometimes that Dhama will appear before my
eyes.
8 In the centre of eight
islands that are like the eight petals of a lotus flower is the ninth and best
island called Antar-dvipa, which is exceedingly beautiful. In the middle of that island rests the
yoga-pitha, or main meeting-place of the Lord and His associates, known as
Mayapur. Upon seeing this place, I shall
experience profuse bliss.
9 The scriptures sing of
a transcendental place called Brahmapur.
In that realm, Mayapur shines before one's eyes freed from
illusion. Identical with Shri Gokula in
the forest of Mahavan of Braja, and vastly superior to all other places in
creation, that place is where the Son of Sachi performs His eternal pastimes.
10 The abode of the gopas
and gopis in Braja named Shri Gokula is the same as the abode of the brahmana
families in Navadvipa Dhama. In the
centre of supremely purifying Mayapur is the radiant home of Jagannatha
Misra. This is the eternal residence of
the Lord.
11 One whose eyes are
covered by material illusion sees only a small house situated here, plus some
ordinary earth, water and a few articles.
But if maya becomes merciful and lifts her covering, then one sees a
grand spiritual dwelling.
12 Here Shri Gauranga is
served by His eternal mother and father as well as by male and female servants,
who are all incessantly maddened with ecstatic love. Here both His wives, Laksmi-priya and
Vishnu-priya, eternally serve the Lord's lotus feet. He manifests in a wondrous form complete in
the five features of Pancha Tattva.
13 The residences of Shri
Nityananda Prabhu, Shri Advaita, Gadadhara and Shrivasa are shining here and
there in different places throughout Mayapur.
Indeed, the homes of innumerable devotees are glowing in all four
directions. May such a Mayapur be
merciful unto me.
14 To the south-west, the
combined Ganga and Jamuna rivers praise their own good fortune as they flow in
the form of a serpent for rendering service to Lord Gora, the jewel of the
twice-born brahmanas. Upon her banks are
many different landing-steps for bathing (ghats) and also numerous temples,
including the deities of Praudha Maya and Vriddha Shiva, as well as many groves
and gardens.
15 In Mayapur there are
countless homes of the brahmanas, plus wide avenues, courtyards, forests and
temples of Lord Shiva. Flowing in the
south-east are the incessant currents of the Sarasvati river. Upon her bank is the sacred area known as
Isodyana, The Lord's Garden.
16 Why should the fallen
rascals of Kali-yuga, bound up tightly by material illusion, have the privilege
of seeing all these eternal, fully spiritual, limitless treasures of the divine
realm? Maya has therefore hidden the
Dhama by means of the erosive, ever-changing nature of the three rivers Ganga,
Yamuna and Sarasvati. Thus the eyes of
the materialist can see only a shadow of the real Mayapur.
17 By the mercy of Shri
Nityananda, the holder of all spiritual powers, may that Mayapur be revealed
unto my eyes imbued with proper reverence.
May I, this worthless fool, become truly fortunate to behold a vision of
the household pastimes of Shri Gauranga that eternally take place in this land.
18 In the centre of the
island called Antar-dvipa is the village of Mayapur, situated as the central
whorl of the eight-petalled lotus. That
transcendental abode glows with a fair yellow aura, it is resplendent with
networks of effulgences, and is supremely pure.
May this place always shimmer before my eyes.
19 Here and there are
wooded groves, amongst which the lake called Prithu Sarovar, and many pastures
for grazing the cows. Oh how beautiful
these places are to behold! There are
many water canals, partitioned grain fields, and wide main roads lined with
bakula, kadamba, and many other types of large trees.
20 To the west of here,
on the bank of the river Ganga, stands the town celebrated by the name of Ganga
Nagar. There is the house of Ganga Dasa,
where my Lord Gauranga took His young brahmana friends and carried out their
studies.
21 There also, one can
see the lovely hill known as Bharadvaja Tila, where the great sage Bharadvaja
worshipped Lord Gaura. The sage
ultimately attained ecstatic love for Lord Chaitanya and then wrote scriptural
verses that bestowed the gift of devotional service unto many materialistic
people.
22 North of Prithu Kunda
is the town of Mathura and the holy place known as Shasthi Tirtha, which is
within the exquisitely beautiful forest of Madhuvan (in Braja). This is a very extensive area populated by
many people. May my eyes become purified
by viewing this scene.
23 Further north is the
enchanting place known as Sharadenga.
Here the leader of the Shabara race, out of fear of the demon name
Rakta-bahu, secretly resides along with a deity of the Lord of Niladri
(Jagannatha). May I always behold this
place with my very eyes.
24 North west of Mathura,
I shall see the splendour of the island of Simanta-dvipa, whose border is the
bank of the river Ganga. There, the
goddess Parvati Devi was distressed and gained relief by placing the dust from
the lotus feet of Lord Gaura upon the part of her hair (simanta).
25 In the distance I will
see the forest of Bilva trees (Bilvavan of Braja) where the four Kumara
brothers remain in meditation on Lord Gaura.
And further in the distance I will see the land known as Sankarsana Ksetra
where Nityananda Prabhu performs His pastimes.
This area is manifest to the learned devotees.
26 In the southern
portion of Mayapur, on the bank of the river Ganga and very near its junction
with the river Sarasvati, is the extensive grove called Isodyana (The Lord's
Garden. May that Garden be the place of
my eternal devotions.
27 In this Garden, my
Lord Shri Sachi-nandana performs the midday pastimes along with His
devotees. Seeing the brilliance of this
grove, I shall be reminded of Radha Kunda in Braja. May all these areas be eternally visible to
my eyes.
28 Huge trees and dark
vines appear very dense. Among the
foliage are various types of birds singing the transcendental glories of Lord
Gaura. There is a large lake and an extremely
opulent temple glowing with pure gold inlaid with diamonds as well as blue and
yellow sapphires.
29 The materialists, with
their eyes bewildered by the illusions of material sense perception, and who
are envious of the Lord, can never see these groves. Rather, they see only a small piece of land
covered with thorns, periodically thrown into utter disruption by the forceful
flooding of the river.
30 In the centre of
Madhuvan is the place called Visrama Sthala.
There is the cottage of the Lord's devotee named Shridhara and also a
clear pond. After rectifying the Kazi,
the Lord of the three worlds came here with His followers and rested.
31 When will I shout
"Ha Gauranga"
!" at this Visrama
Sthala? I will roll upon the ground and
cry in solitude. Overwhelmed with the
emotions of ecstatic love, will I ever see the beautiful Shri Gauranga-sundara
drinking water from Shridhara's iron pot.
32 And when, by the power
of great fortune, will my eyes behold the young Son of Sachi in the midst of a
rousing kirtan along with Nityananda, Advaita, Gadadhara and Shrivasa, dancing
and begging for ecstatic love at the house of Shridhara?
33 Looking east from
there I shall see Sivarna Bihar, the site of King Suvarna Sena's incomparably
majestic palace. This is where the
moonlike Lord Shri Gaura-chandra dances along with His associates in an
enchanting golden form.
34 When will I wander
throughout Suvarna Bihar alone or in the company of other devotees, weeping and
sobbing piteously with a choked voice?
At the lotus feet of Gauranga I will beg for a speck of service to the Divine
Couple, and then offer my very life unto the shelter of Shri Radha's lotus
feet.
35 South east of there is
Nrsimha Puri. When will I see the pure
transcendental sweetness of this place, also called Deva-palli? I will roll about on the ground in ecstatic
love while visiting this residence of Lord Nrsimha. Sincerely begging for His grace without a
trace of duplicity in my heart, I will attain Krishna-prema.
36 Within my sinful heart
the six enemies headed by lust perpetually reside, as well as duplicity, the
desire for fame, plus sheer cunning. At
the lotus feet of Lord Nrsimha, I hope that He will mercifully purify my heart
and give me the desire to serve Lord Krishna.
37 Weeping, I will beg at
the lotus feet of Lord Nrsimha for the benediction of worshipping Radha and
Krishna in Navadvipa, perfectly safe and free from all difficulties. When will this Lord Hari, whose terrible form
strikes fear into fear itself, ever become pleased and show Me His mercy?
38 Even though Lord
Nrsimha is terrifying toward the sinful souls He offers great auspiciousness
unto the devotees of Lord Krishna headed by Prahlada Maharaja. When will He be pleased to speak words of
compassion unto me, a worthless fool, and thereby make me fearless?
39 He will say,
"Dear child! Sit down freely and live happily here in Shri Gauranga
Dhama. May you nicely worship the Divine
Couple and may you develop loving attachment for Their holy names. By the mercy of My devotees, all obstacles
are cast far away. with a purified
heart, just perform the worship of Radha and Krishna, for such worship
overflows with sweet nectar."
40 Saying this, will that
Lord delightedly place His own divine lotus feet upon my head? Suddenly I will experience sublime love for
the Divine Couple Radha-Krishna and undergo the ecstatic transformations called
sattvika. Falling on the ground, I will
roll about by the door of Shri Nrsimha's temple.
41 To the west of this
flows the Gandaka river, which is past the Alakananda river and Kasi
Ksetra. I shall then see Godruma Ksetra,
corresponding to the place in Braja where King Indra's surabhi cow worshipped
Lord Krishna.
42 Within the entire
three worlds there is no place comparable to Godruma. It is the forest in which the great sage
Markandeya received the mercy of Lord Gaura.
Just as Isodyana and Radha Kunda lie close to the bank of the river
Ganga, similarly Godruma lies just as close to the bank of the river Sarasvati.
43 O my dear mind! Just
worship, just worship the forest of Godruma!
By this you will very soon behold the transcendental treasure of Lord
Gaura's pastimes. Seeing the vision of
these pastimes, you will easily attain the eternally sportive play of Radha and
Krishna. Only this will fulfil all your
desires.
44 Godruma corresponds to
the city of Nanda Maharaja in Braja known as Shri Nandisvara, which is the
residence of the cowherd folk. Here Shri
Gauranga performs various pastimes.
After having a snack of milk products at a cowherd's house in the
forenoon period, Nimai goes in the company of His gopa friends and tends the
cows in the pasturelands.
45 The cowherd boys would
say, "O brother, you are a gopala! Dressing like a brahmana boy does not
suit you at all! Come on, I'll carry you
on my shoulders and we'll go herd the cows.
Let's head toward your mother's house in Mayapur.
46 One gopa would show
great affection and give Him curds mixed with condensed milk, and another gopa
would become agitated with love just by seeing the wonderfully beautiful form of the Lord. Yet another gopa would place fruits and
flowers in His hand saying, "O brother! Please come to my house every
day!"
47 "You are the
worshipable deity for the brahmanas, but You are also the very purpose of life
for us gopas. We cannot possibly forsake
you - you are the only object of our meditation and consciousness. Just see the cows! On sighting you, they begin mooing and give
up eating grass, even forgetting about their own calves!"
48 "Since it is now
getting late, you should go home to your father's house and tomorrow we'll meet
again at this place. I'll save some
yoghurt, curds and condensed milk for you - but if you come late, I'll be very
upset!"
49 In this way, Shri
Gaura and Nitai play with the cowherd boys from day to day in the divine
Godruma forest. If there is enough time,
Gaura-Bhagavan again bathes in the river Ganga before proceeding home to Shri
Sachi.
50 Will such a day ever
be mine? When will see the pure
love-laden Godruma pastimes performed by the Lord in the mood of a cowherd boy
playing with His cowherd friends? With a
mind fixed in the longing to serve the Lord, I will reside at my house in
Godruma.
51 South of Godruma lies
the enchanting island of Madhya-dvipa.
It is very beautiful to behold, being filled with a radiant series of
wonderful forests. There, during the
midday period of His eternal pastimes, Prabhu takes His devotees along and
comes to visit the seven rishis.
52 There on the bank of
the river Gomati is Naimisa forest, where the assembly of rishis are listening
to recitations of the Gaura Bhagavat. In
order to hear these narratives about Lord Gaura, Shiva and the other demigods
quickly mount Brahma's swan-carrier and make haste to come.
53 When will I wander and
wander throughout that forest and behold the wonderful vision of this assembly
of sages hearing the Gaura Purana by the bank of the Gomati river? On the day of ekadashi during the most auspicious
month of Kartika, I will listen to those stories of Chaitanya-katha.
54 When will the audience
of rishis headed by Saunaka show their mercy by grasping both my hands and
putting the dust of their feet upon my head?
I will exclaim, "O residents of Navadvipa, let us attentively drink
the nectar of Shri Gauranga-katha in this forest!"
55 South of there lies
Brahmana Puskara. This area is the same
as the holy place named Shri Puskara Tirtha, and it was visited by the best of
the brahmanas named Diva Dasa. Worshipping
the lotus feet of Lord Gauranga at that place, Vipra Diva Dasa was consoled
upon beholding a vision of the Lord's beautiful golden form.
56 Further south is Uccha
Hatta, non different from Kuru-ksetra of Brahmavarta, which is s place of
pilgrimage for the three worlds. Here
all the demigods reside, continuously performing Gaura-sankirtan. Sometimes the present day residents of this
area can hear that music.
57 During the midday
period of His eternal pastimes, Lord Shri Gauranga and His associates stroll
throughout all these forests, overcome with madness of divine love. While the devotees give hints of Krishna's
confidential pastimes, Gauranga sings and dances and tastes the sweet ecstatic
emotions of Shri Radha.
58 When will I, alone or
in the company of devotees, float in the waves billowing on the ocean of love
for Lord Chaitanya? Behaving with utmost
humility, I will wander around in the various forests of Madhya-dvipa during
the midday period and contemplate the ecstatic emotional states felt by the
Lord in those same places.
59 When will the devotees
who are residents of Madhya-dvipa be merciful and show me - "Oh look! Here
is our Lord, Gauranga-Shri Hari! On the
bank of Brahma Kunda within the town of Brahma Nagar He is dancing and chanting
with His associates in a grand kirtana."
60 When will I see that
astounding form of Gora with beautiful complexion like pure gold, wearing a
garland of forest flowers, with two long arms, and booming in a loud voice,
"O brothers! All of you please chant
the holy name in unison!"
61 At that moment, all
the devotees headed by Shrivasa will shout "Hari! Hari!" and begin
performing sankirtan. Someone will
exclaim, "Chant the name of Gaurahari, dear brother! Without Gaura we cannot attain the service of
Radha and Krishna!"
62 Near Uccha Hatta is
the place known as Pancha Veni ("five streams"). It is considered a holy pilgrimage spot by
the demigods, who come here on vacation.
At this place the three streams of the river Ganga (Bhagarathi,
Bhogavati and Alakananda) plus the Jamuna and Sarasvati rivers all join
together, desiring to perform service to Lord Gaura.
63 Here Gaurahari and His
associates take bath, thereby purifying the tirtha from all the sins left by
the people of Kali-yuga. Vedavyasa and
the assembly of rishis recognise that in all these fourteen worlds there is no
other place that can compare with Pancha Veni.
64 When will I bathe in
the waters of the Pancha Veni and thereby remember the lotus feet of Shri
Gauranga? Filling the palms of my hands
with the very water that has washed the feet of Gaura and drinking my fill,
becoming madly intoxicated by topics about Lord Gaura - when will I be so
blessed?
65 Across the Ganga River
from Pancha Veni is the enchanting island called Kola-dvipa, where the Lord
appeared to His devotee Murari Gupta in the forms of a boar. All the scriptures call this place Varaha
Ksetra. Rarely attained even by the
demigods, this is a purely spiritual realm pervaded with transcendental bliss.
66 Famous throughout the
entire universe is the town of Kuliya Pahar, by all means the topmost place of
Shri Gauranga's pastimes. When Shri
Krishna Chaitanya attempted a journey to Vrindavan immediately after taking
sannyasa, He was tricked (by Nityananda Prabhu) and instead came to this town
in the district of Nadiya.
67 At this place is the
school of Vidya Vacaspati, the popular son of Visrada. Who did not know him? Being the unalloyed servant of the Lord by
the power of his pure devotion he attracted his own Prabhu once while taking
bath in the Ganga.
68 When will I stand
still on this bank of the Ganga by the door of Vidya Vacaspati's school and
view the opulence of the spiritual kingdom?
After a few moments will the
Lord, who is king among sannyasis, suddenly appear up in the palace before me
very eyes?
69 Seeing the golden
effulgence of the Lord in the form of a sannyasi, I will fall to the earth in
great anxiety. I will feel just as the
gopis did upon seeing Krishna in Dvaraka dressed like a royal prince; thus they
cried while remembering His sweet and simple cowherd pastimes on the bank of
the Jamuna.
70 I long to take the
moonlike Gaura-chandra back to Mayapur where He is dressed like a young boy and
His divine limbs are radiant wit ornaments, where His hair is long and curly
and Hid dhoti folded thrice, where He performs pastimes with His devotees in
His own Garden named Isodyana.
71 Of course, this
sannyasi is my Lord and I am just His servant.
These different appearances that the Lord assumes are but some of His
unlimited pastimes. Still, my heart
longs to take the Lord back to the temple of Shrivasa Pandita on the bank of
Prithu Kunda!
72 A little further on
from here I see the holy place called Shri Samudragar, the purifier of the
whole universe. This is where Bhima had
fought with King Samudra Sena and received a personal audience with the Lord,
Who is the friend of the fallen and Who acknowledges His pure devotees.
73 Also, the ocean
personally comes upstream to this spot by taking shelter of the river
Ganga. Seeing the pastimes of Navadvipa
Dhama, the ocean is astounded with divine ecstatic love. In this way, the splendrous holy place known
as Shri Ganga Sigara eternally shines near the town of Navadvipa. This tirtha is seen both by the demigods and
the demons alike.
74 Only the most
fortunate souls can see this island of Kola-dvipa, the abode of supreme bliss,
which is non different from the forest of Shri Bahulavan in Braja. Shri Sachi-kumara regularly brings His
associates here, and deeply absorbed in the ecstasy of kirtan He dances again
and again.
75 O Kola-dvipa! Please
be merciful to this worthless person and give me the benediction of living in
Navadvipa among the devotees! Kindly
grant me the right to the treasure of the pastimes of Shri Gauranga! In life or in death, Prabhu Gauranga is my
Lord!
76 In the northern part
of Kola-dvipa is the village called Champa Hatta, which perpetually shines
beautifully within Navadvipa Dhama. This
Champa Hatta is a great holy place and is quite an enchanting village. It is where the poet Jayadeva worships the
moonlike Gaura.
77 Here, in the home of
Vani-natha, the Son of Sachi performed the congregational chanting of the holy
names in the company of His associates.
Thus there was a great, great festival in which Lord Gauranga displayed
the spiritual opulence of His own ecstatic love.
78 In this village of
Champa Hatta is also a forest of champaka trees, from which the gopi names
Champaka-lata regularly gathers flowers (for making Radha and Krishna's
garlands). This village in Navadvipa is
non-different from the forest of Khadiravan in Braja, where Krishna and
Balarama like to take rest.
79 The island called
Ritu-dvipa is very enchanting, being covered with numerous kinds of
forests. It is where all the seasons
headed by Spring are eternally engaged in service to Lord Gaura. The very land relieves all troubles, for it
is the abode of transcendental bliss.
This area is the same as Radha Kunda in Braja.
80 Sometimes during the
wild sporting of sankirtan at this place and singing the glories of Lord
Krishna, Shri Gauranga remembers Krishna's pastimes of tending the cows. Thus he loudly and repeatedly calls out the
names of the cows: "O Syamali! O Dhavali! Then calling for His cowherd
boyfriends Shridama and Subala, He breaks down and cries in great sorrow.
81 When will I wander
about the island of Ritu-dvipa, seeing the beauty of the forest and remembering
these pastimes of the Lord? Suddenly I
will catch a glimpse of the pastimes being performed at Radha Kunda and become
completely stunned by such a wonderful vision.
82 Here on the bank of
the Manasa Ganga river, Balarama and Krishna along with Their cowherd
boyfriends named Dama, Bala, and Mahabala head countless calves to secluded
forests. While sporting numerous
pastimes and playing tricks, all the boys sing the glories of Krishna.
83 The cowherd boys then
sit down and engage in various types of funny conversations. Meanwhile, the calves keep grazing and
grazing until they wander off to distant woods.
Losing sight of them, all the boys become alarmed, but at the sound of
Krishna's flute the calves immediately come running back.
84 While I am watching
and watching this pastime with full attention, suddenly the scene vanishes and
I will fall to the ground unconscious...
...Regaining my awareness
after some time, I shall rise up and then continue wandering slowly and sadly
throughout the forest.
85 "O Gauranga, O
Krishna-chandra, O Oceans of mercy! You
are the wealth for the wretched and poor, and I am the lowest
rascal!" Saying this while weeping
and sobbing continuously, I will move onwards.
Then suddenly I will behold the town of Vidya Nagar.
86 This place is the
abode of the four Vedas and the sixty-four branches of knowledge. Vidya Nagar is without a doubt the central
seat of Sarasvati, the goddess of learning.
Taking shelter of this putha, Lord Brahma, Shiva and the rishis have revealed
all types of knowledge to the material world.
87 Knowing that the Lord
would sport His education pastimes here, the teacher of the demigods named
Brihaspati gave up his abode in the heavenly planets and took the form of
Vasudeva Sarvabhauma. Here at Vidya
Nagar he taught all types of knowledge according to various processes.
88 Whoever lives at Vidya
Nagar ("the town of knowledge") and sings the glories of Gaura
becomes a fortunate teacher and will never know grief. Whoever takes darshan of the area of Vidya
Nagar and worships Lord Gaura (The nectar-producing Moon) will be freed from
all ignorance.
89 Will I ever see that
beautiful Shri Gaura-sundara as He goes to Vidya Nagar out of His affinity for
gaining knowledge? I will see Him
chastising Devananda Mahasaya with strong words for committing an offense into
Shrivasa Pandita. Thus the merciful Lord
always takes the side of His devotee and defends him.
90 Even Ananta Shesha
cannot understand anything about the pastimes of my Lord - when He will become
excited by a particular action, what He meditates on while sitting still, why
He gives up His kirtan to chastise the students (who criticised him for
chanting "gopi, gopi") nor how much happiness He feels by defeating
His teachers.
91 Whatever the Lord does
is a cause of bliss. The Lord is
completely independent and I am simply His humble servant. My tiny intelligence is naturally limited,
and so I have no power whatsoever to judge His actions.
92 All the inhabitants of
Navadvipa who act as the Lord's teachers are nourishes of His eternal pastimes;
therefore they are worthy of my respects.
All of you - please show your compassion to me, a fallen and destitute
person! Kindly bestow upon me the qualification for chanting nama-sankirtana.
93 To the tirtha of Vidya
Nagar I make this request - I pray that the ignorance which hides the truth of
Lord Gaura's pastimes may never cover my mind.
With that veil lifted, may I always transcend and live far beyond the
realm of maya's illusion.
94 North of Vidya Nagar
shines the island of Jahnu-dvipa, where the forest hermitage of the ascetic
Janu Muni is visible to all moving and non-moving beings. Here the best of munis drink some water from
the river Ganga and the river then appeared as his daughter named Jahnavi.
95 Here are Jahnu Muni's
hermitage, Krishna's devotee named Bhisma learned Bhagavata Dharma relating to
Lord Trivikrama. Jahnu Himself took to
worshipping the Lord in a manner free from duplicity and easily attained the
lotus feet of Shri Krishna Chaitanya.
96 This island of
Jahnu-dvipa is non different from the forest of Bhadravan in Braja. When will that spotless divine forest be
visible to my eyes? Within that forest
is the hill known as Bhisma Tila. On top
of that hill I shall stay and perform my worship of the Lord.
97 In the evening
Bhisma-deva with a pleased mind will appear before me in his pure spiritual
body - his complexion blackish like Krishna's holding Tulasi beads in his hand
and marked with twelve tilaka marks on his body, he is overflowing with the
bliss of constantly chanting the Lord's holy names.
98 He will say to me,
"Listen, O newcomer to Navadvipa! Today my words are praising the glories
of Lord Gauranga. Long ago, during the
battle of Kuru-ksetra, I was struck down and fatally wounded. While dying I was able to behold the form of
the moonlike Shri Krishna-chandra with fixed attention."
99 "At the time of
my death, Lord Krishna told me, 'Formerly you had darshan of Navadvipa, and by
that pious activity you have gained Gauranga's mercy. Thus you have now become the eternal resident
of Navadvipa.
100 (Bhisma continues)
"therefore, I also ask you to please give up all other desires, live in
Navadvipa and worship Gaurahari. You
need no longer fear the bondage of material sense objects, for you will
definitely attain the service of Gauranga's lotus feet."
101 "By the desire
of the Lord, the liberated souls can see at all times the pastimes of Krishna
and the pastimes of Gaura in this Dhama.
Here is the complete absence of the conditioned soul's afflictions such
as lamentation, fear, death, all causes of disturbance, as well as desires to
be inimical to the Lord."
102 "The pure
devotees are intoxicated by drinking the wine of servitude to Lord Krishna, and
they are all immersed in the ocean of happiness while performing their
respective forms of worship. They do not
know the pains of the material world, nor do they experience the difficulty of
any wants because everyone is situated in their pure spiritual bodies and
possess only perfect desires."
103 "The Supreme
Lord has multitudes of servants who are limitless in number. His devoted associates come from two main
categories - the nitya mukta or eternally liberated souls, and the baddha-mukta
or liberated souls coming from the material world as former conditioned
souls. In these very forests of
Navadvipa Dhama, the Lord performs His eternal pastimes along with each of
these devotees according to their own respective emotional mood."
104 "This
transcendental abode is unlimited, with no presence of dull matter
whatsoever. Here, only the spiritually
conscious energy is in control as the predominating goddess. Everything and everyone here is in perfect
accord as followers of the Lord, including place, time, actions, and the bodies
of the living entities. all these things
are harmoniously situated far beyond the illusory energy - this truth is
definitely absolute."
105 "According to
the Lord's desire, as long as we do not give up the material body, then for
that long we will not perceive the actual ecstatic mood of this Dhama in its
complete form. That is because your
intelligence refuses to give up its habitual attachment to material
designations."
106 "According to
the Lord's desire, when you receive a spiritual body then your progressive
advancement here is unobstructed. The
veil of illusion generated by the material energy will retreat far away, and you
will obtain unlimited bliss in this eternal spiritual realm."
107 "O brother! As
long as you have this material body, then very carefully remain always fixed in
the principles of devotion. Service to
the devotees, chanting the holy name of Krishna and worship of the Divine
Couple Shri Shri Radha and Krishna should be performed diligently at all times
while remaining aloof from temptations of sense gratification.
108 "By the power of
the mercy of the Dhama, the mercy of the holy name and the mercy of the
devotees, expertly keep undesirable association far away. Very soon you will attain residence in the
eternal abode, where pure devotional service to the Divine Couple will become
manifest by direct revelation.
109 Hearing these
instructions of Bhisma-deva, I will fall down at his feet like a rod and offer
obeisances with all my limbs. Giving me
his blessings, he will then disappear.
Weeping and weeping, I will proceed to the forest on the island of
Modadruma-dvipa.
110 This island of
Modadruma is non different from the forest of Shri Bhandiravan in Braja. All the animals and birds are fully spiritual
entities having the nature of pure goodness.
In the branches of the trees sit cuckoos who incessantly sing the
glories of Lord Gauranga, Sita and Rama.
111 Countless banyan
trees spread out their shade-giving branches splendrously here in Bhandiravan
and block out the rays of the sun. When
will this wonderfully shady place, where Balarama and Krishna displayed their
pastimes to the world, ever be visible to my eyes?
112 Wandering and
wandering about, observing the glory of the forest, I will suddenly behold the
cottage of Lord Shri Rama. Then will I
see Rama Himself, the colour of fresh durva grass, dressed like a brahmacari
and sitting in one place along with Laksmana and Sita.
113 Seeing Lord Ramachandra's
beautiful form within that forest, I will swoon on the spot. My entire body overwhelmed with ecstatic
love, I will remain stunned and speechless as I fill both my eyes that are
heartily drinking the beauty of His form.
114 Being merciful,
Laksmana will come forward slowly, set down some fruit and place his feet upon
my hear. He will say, "My dear
child, please eat this fruit. Since we
are living here in the forest, this is all we have to offer our guests.
115 Just as he says this,
the vision of this pastime will dissolve.
Weeping and weeping, I will eat at the fruit. Oh, will I ever again see the figure of Rama,
green as fresh durva grass? In my heart,
I will meditate on that inconceivably beautiful form.
116 Aha! Oh, my heart
weeps without end to leave this forest of Bhandiravan, the abode of
transcendental desire-fulfilling gems!
In this place Balarama and Krishna, on the pretext of herding cows,
perform so many wonderful pastimes. In
this same place, Lord Gora performs manifold pastimes, becoming madly
intoxicated with the sound of kirtan in the company of His friends.
117 Then slowly I shall
proceed to the town of Vaikunthapur, within the forest called Nihsreyasa. This place is resplendent with profuse
spiritual grandeur. Here I will see Paravyoma-natha,
the Lord of the spiritual sky, being worshipped by all the demigods. He eternally resides in this realm along with
His three energies (Lila, Bhu and Shri).
118 As much as my Shri
Krishna is endowed with utmost sweetness (madhurya), similarly the Lord of
Vaikuntha is endowed with absolute opulence and grandeur (aisvarya). Lord Krishna as Vrajendra-nandana never gives
up this same opulence, however, but such aspects of His spiritual grandeur are
not noticed by His pure devotees.
119 The Lord of all
creation was very merciful to Narada Muni and satisfied Narada by hiding His
divine opulence and transforming Himself into the form of Gauranga. Seeing that very figure of Lord Gauranga, I
will be plunged into the ocean of bliss while dancing wildly and crying in a
loud voice.
120 Crossing over the
river Viraja and bypassing the town of Brahmani Nagar, I will climb on top of
the hill called Arka Tila(The hill of the sun god). sitting there in solitude and worshipping
Lord Gaurahari, I will become intoxicated with sweet nectar-mellow of the holy
name by singing it with great relish.
121 Arka-deva, the sun
god, will mercifully appear to me - with red-hued complexion, long arms,
wearing pinkish cloth and Tulasi beads, with sandalwood paste spread over all
his limbs, the name of Gaurahari constantly on his tongue, and tears flowing
from his eyes.
122 He will speak to me,
"Dear child, I have appeared before you because you are the devotee of
Gauranga. We demigods, although powerful
directors of material affairs, are also servants of Gauranga's lotus feet. In my mind, I simply aspire to be the servant
of the servant of Gaura."
123 "By my
blessings, you will get Krishna-bhakti, and you will have the spiritual
strength to live in the Dhama and sing the Lord's pure holy name. But please come here from time to time,
singing the nectar-smeared name of Krishna for my satisfaction."
124 Falling down like a
rod to offer obeisances at Surya-deva's feet, I will then proceed onward to the
town of Mahatpur. This Mahatpur is non
different from the forest of Kamyavan, a place of Krishna's pastimes in
Braja. Here the devotees of Lord Gaura
raise a tumultuous sound in chanting the name and glories of Shri Krishna.
125 In this forest, the
five brothers headed by Yudisthira (the Pandavas) lived in exile for some time
with their wife Draupadi. They invited
Shrila Vyasadeva here and listened to him recite the Gaura Purana. Remaining in seclusion, they performed
intensive worship of Shri Gaurahari.
126 Even now in this forest
of Kamyavan, devotees can see the assembly of Yudisthira and the same named
Bhauma, Shuka, Devala, Chavan and Garga Muni.
Sitting at the base of a tree, they are all weeping as they hear the
stories of Lord Gaura.
127 When will I go to
that learned assembly? Bowing down to
the sages from afar, I will then come closer and join them. Hearing from the very mouth of Vyasadeva the
amazing stories of Gaura delivering the atheists, I will breathe a heavy sigh
in ecstatic love.
128 After some time,
seeing the assembly vanish, I will shout the name of Gauranga, cry bitterly and
roll about on the earth. Feeling hunger
during the second quarter of the day, I shall go and pick forest-fruits to eat.
129 Just then Draupadi,
the wife of the Pandavas, will suddenly appear and approach me carrying cooked
greens and rice. She will address me,
"Dear child, please take this offering of mine. It is two or four handfuls of rice prasad that
have been offered to Gauranga."
130 Offering Draupadi my
full obeisance's, I will feel most worthless as I extend my hand and accept the
greens and rice. The prasad remnants of
Lord Gauranga are most astonishing and by honouring them my tongue will become
fortunate.
131 Whoever gets the
mercy of such maha-prasad certainly obtains pure devotional service to Lord
Krishna. May that mercy eternally be
mine, which will enable me to easily give up this world of limitless material
illusion.
132 After having taken
the maha-prasad given me by Draupadi, when will I arrive on the island of Rudra-dvipa? Splendrously present within the forest of
Navadvipa, this place is the same as Mount Kailasa, the abode of Lord
Shiva. The smallest fraction of this
mountain's effulgence shines brightly throughout the entire three worlds.
133 This place is where
the eleven Rudras of mixed blue and red complexion dance wildly and become
stunned with love of Gaura. Here the
sage Durvasa Muni made his hermitage, gave up his mistaken practice of
impersonal yoga and began worshipping Lord Gauranga's lotus feet.
134 The great sages named
Astavakra, Dattatreya and many other yogis along with the five-faced Shiva, all
gave up the philosophy of impersonalism and instead engaged themselves in
meditation on the lotus feet of Shri Krishna Chaitanya. Becoming detached from all forms of
liberation, they especially rejected the desire to merge in the all-pervading
light of the brahman effulgence.
135 Sometime I will
wander and wander throughout the forest of Rudravan and come to the place
called Medra-sthala. Sitting there, I
will meditate on the lotus feet of Lord Gaura.
Then I will behold a supreme beautiful goddess appearing nearby.
136 Acknowledging the
presence of this forest-goddess, I will respectfully bow down to her. Getting up, I will ask, "Please tell me,
mother - what is your name?" With
tears in her eyes, the goddess will sadly reply, "Listen, dear child, my
sorrow is impossible to describe."
137 "There are five
of us who are daughters of the five kinds of jnana (transcendental
knowledge). We are the five types of
liberation - please listen to our names: Salokya, Samipya, Sarsti, Sayuja and
Nirvana. I have been given the name
Nirvana, for I am the form of liberation involving total annihilation of the
soul.
138 "My four sisters
have gone off to Vaikunthapur, leaving me behind. Thus left alone, I have become
bewildered. By the mercy of Lord Shiva,
Dattatreya and many other sages were endeavouring to attain me for some time.
139 "But now even
those sages have rejected me and are living somewhere in Rudra-dvipa. All the people are singing of this
incident. Uselessly I have been
searching for the rishis and still cannot locate them anywhere! Oh when will I find them again?"
140 "Shri Gauranga
Prabhu has delivered everyone, yet still He remains merciless only to me. Therefore I will find a place right now in
which to give up my life and all people shall know that place to be called
Nidaya (merciless).
141 Just by hearing the
very name of Sayujya, the liberation of merging impersonally with the Lord, my
heart will tremble as if I had heard the name of the witch Putana. Trembling in great fear I will cover my eyes
and drop to the ground on the spot. Then
upon feeling the touch of some great soul, I will look up.
142 I will rise and see
before me the figure of Lord Shiva, dancing wildly while exclaiming "baum!
baum!' He will sing, "O Shri Sachi-nandana! O most merciful one! Please give Your causeless mercy to all
living entities and drive away their fears!"
143 I will fall at the
feet of Maha-deva, the Lord of the demigods, and pray at his feet for my own
purification. Being merciful, the Lord
of the universe Visvesvara will place his feet upon my head and impart to me
the essence of instruction.
144 He will say,
"Oh, listen! Devotional service to Lord Krishna is the essence of life,
whereas all endeavours for jnana, karma, mukti, and yoga are totally
useless. By my mercy you will conquer
maya and very quickly attain the shade of the lotus feet of Lord Gaura."
145 "To the south,
just see the place called Shri Pulina, which is so enchanting. That is the abode of Vrindavan Dhama within
Navadvipa. Go there and personally
witness Krishna's pastimes. Very soon
you will attain the divine lotus feet of Shri Radhika."
146 After giving me these
instructions, Lord Shambhu will disappear.
Bowing down, I will then move on, crying and crying all the while. After arriving and viewing the divine realm
of Shri Pulina for some time, I will fall to the earth and roll about, losing
consciousness...
147 ...During that
unconscious state of samadhi, in a divine vision of my own personal revelation,
a wondrous figure will appear performing her constitutional service. Then I will recognise that it is I, the
maidservant named Kamala Manjari, an eternal assistant of Ananga Manjari.
148 Shri Ananga Manjari
is the goddess of my heart. Hopefully,
she will show great mercy and introduce me to our own group-leader (Shri Lalita
Sakhi). Then she will give me the service
of preparing celestial camphor and reveal to me the confidential pastimes of
the Divine Pair.
149 We will go near Shri
Pulina and see the Rasa Mandala, the spotlessly pure circular arena where
Gopendra-nandana Shri Krishna, surrounded by a hundred million gopis, enjoys
the pastime of dancing with Shri Radhika, the predominating Goddess of the
great dance. Thus He is stealing the
hearts of all created beings.
150 The sheer splendour
of such artistically amorous dancing does not exist anywhere within the three
worlds! By great fortune, whoever is
able to see it becomes deeply plunged into it that very moment. By the power of such fortune, if someone
actually attains the trance of viewing this divine dance in their own samadhi,
they will never be able to give up the pure joy of that astounding sight!
151 I will not be able to
describe the magnificence of that sight to behold! I will lock it in my heart and perpetually
gaze upon it. Living in my own grove,
while cultivating that vision within my heart, I will constantly render
devotional service under the direction of the sakhis.
152 Ananga Manjari Sakhi,
the younger sister of Shri Radhika, will show great mercy and personally escort
me around the Dhama. To the west of the
Rasa Mandala we shall visit Shri Dhira Samira (where the gentle breeze blows),
and a little further off see the huge banyan tree called Vamsi Vata and the
wide bank of the divine river Jamuna.
153 Being questioned by
Shri Rupa Manjari, my mistress Ananga Manjari will reply, "This new dasi
will be engaged in Lalita Sakhi's service.
Her name is Kamala Manjari, and she is very devoted to Shri
Gauranga. Please be merciful now and
give her entrance into the flow of spontaneous devotional service to our
Lordships.
154 Hearing this
statement of my mistress, Shri Rupa Manjari will lightly touch my body with her
hand of mercy. Her touch will suddenly
and deeply impart to me the sublime spiritual emotion of spontaneous loving
devotion and the intense desire to perform rupanuga bhajan, worship that
follows in her own footsteps.
155 My complexion is like
lightning, my dress sparkles with patterns like the midnight stars, I am
adorned with various ornaments, and with a camphor tray in my hand I shall fall
flat at Shri Rupa Manjari's feet and beg her for the exclusive shelter of Shri
Radha's lotus feet.
156 Shri Rupa Manjari and
Shri Ananga Manjari will then take me to the private grove of the most charming
Lalita Sakhi, the mistress of Svananda-sukhada-kunja, who is sitting inside
perpetually thinking about her service rendered to the divine lotus feet of
Radha.
157 I shall fall flat and
offer obeisances at Lalita's feet and she will ask Ananga Manjari to explain my
identity. Ananga Manjari will reply,
"This person is an inhabitant of Navadvipa who begs to become your
maidservant and thereby serve the Divine Couple."
158 At this, Lalita will
become very pleased and say to Ananga Manjari (the personified potency of fresh
feminine youth), "Listen, beloved sprout!
Give her a dwelling beside your own grove. Keep her there and attentively arrange her
desired service."
159 "At the time of
performing your own service take her along and gradually she will receive the
mercy of Shri Radha. Without the mercy
of Radha, have we ever seen anyone attain the service of the Divine
Couple?"
160 Hearing Lalita's
words, Ananga Manjari will give me a residence next to her own grove, making me
her own maidservant. At the time of
going to serve the Divine Couple, she will be very affectionate and graciously
allow me to accompany her as a friend.
161 Performing my own
duties, I shall catch a glimpse of the beautiful Divine Couple in the
distance. And then, perhaps Shrimati
Radharani Herself will give me a direct order, show me Her personal mercy, and
give me the shade of Her own lotus feet.
162 I will perpetually
remain absorbed in performing that service, and gradually I will become skilful
in its execution. By my expertise, I
shall please Radha and Govinda. As a
reward for my services, I will from times to time receive prasad ornaments that
They had previously worn...
163 ...My dream suddenly
breaks and I shall softly weep and weep.
Gazing back at Shri Pulina, I will cross the river Bhagirathi. Living in my private grove next to Isodyana
(The Lord's Garden) I will worship the greatest treasure - the Divine Couple
Shri Shri Radha and Krishna, Who are non different from the moonlike Shri
Gauranga.
164 I will worship Radha
and Govinda while staying fixed in my own vows, and shall perpetually gaze upon
Radha Kunda and Vrindavan. Remembering the
feet of Ananga Manjari Sakhi, and remaining immersed in the bliss attained by
my particular services performed for Their Lordships, I will thereby drown in
pure ecstatic prema.
165 This Bhaktivinoda,
the servant of the servants of Lord Shri Krishna Chaitanya, is begging for
residence in Navadvipa Dhama. I am eager
for the feet of Rupa Gosvami and Raghunatha Gosvami (Rupa Manjari and Rati
Manjari), and from them I anxiously beg to achieve my own desired perfect spiritual
body and service.
166 O residents of
Navadvipa, Vrindavan and Jagannatha Puri! Please establish me eternally in
Isodyana, the abode of the Lord! That is
certainly within my power, for this is also your abode. As my position is simply as a servant, only
on the pretext of somehow assisting you in your service to Their Lordships will
I be able to obtain residence in the Dhama.
167 O Navadvipa Dhama,
please shower me with your mercy!
Without your favour, how can anyone attain residence in the Lord's holy
abode? Please do not consider whether I
am qualified or not. I am simply
clinging to the instructions of Jahnava Ma and Nityananda Prabhu as the essence
of my life.
168 Whoever reads this
Bhava Taranga with devotional faith will experience the nectar of the sportive
pastimes of Gauranga arising in their minds.
Shri Svarupa Damodara will certainly show them mercy, accepting them as
personal associates in the spiritual Dhama while giving the shade of his own
feet.
Thus ends Navadvipa Bhava Taranga by Thakura Bhaktivinoda
Navadvipa Bhava Taranga
(with verses)
(Spelling mistakes are being corrected)
sarva-dhama-shiromani sandhini-vilasa
shola-krosa navadvipa chid-ananda-vasa
sarva-tirtha-deva-rsi-shrutira
vishrama
sphuruka
nayane mama navadvipa-dhama (1)
Which
is the crest-jewel of all holy abodes, which is the sporting-ground of the
sandini potency, which measures sixteen krosa in circumference, which
is manifest in nine islands, where the chit and ananda potencies reside, and
which is the sanctuary of all holy places, demigods, sages and scriptures - May
the Dhama of Sri Navadvipa become visible to my eyes.
mathura
mandale sola-krosha vrindavana
gaude
navadvipa tatha dekhuka nayana
ekera
prakasha dui anadi cinmaya
prabhura
vilasa-bhede suddha-dhama-dvaya (2)
May my eyes behold the sixteen krosa
of Vrindavan
(within the circle of Mathura-mandala) as identical to Navadvipa (within the
circle of Gauda-mandala). These Dhamas are but two manifestations of one
principle that is infinitely beginningless and purely spiritual, and which,
only for reasons of differing pastimes of the Lord, has taken the form of two
immaculate abodes.
prabhura achintya shakti anadi cinmaye
jiva
nistarite ane prapancha-nilaye
sei
krishna-krpa-bale jada-baddha jana
vrndavana
navadvipa karuka darshana (3)
By
His inconceivable potency (achintya shakti), which is infinite and spiritual,
the Lord has brought these two Dhamas into the material world in order to
liberate the living entities dwelling there. By the power of the mercy of Sri
Krishna, may the souls bound in matter someday see these abodes of Vrindavan
and Navadvipa.
yogyata
labhiya saba jivendriya-gana
cinmaya
vishesa sudha kore asvadana
ayogya
indriya taha asvadite nare
ksudra
jada boli tare ninde bare bare (4)
Only by acquiring proper qualifications can all the senses of the
living entities taste the spiritually variegated nectar of these holy Dhamas.
Since unqualified material senses are incapable of tasting this sweet nectar,
those so unfortunately endowed scornfully deride these places again and again
as being insignificant locations made only of dull matter.
krishna krishna-bhakta-krpa
yogyata karana
jive
daya sadhu-sange labhe bhakta-jana
jnana-karma-yoge
sei yogyata na haya
shraddha-bale
sadhu-sange kore jada jaya (5)
The
basis of qualification is the mercy of Krishna Himself and the mercy of His
devotees. Out of compassion for the living entities, the sadhus bestow this
transcendental qualification unto other devotees by their own association. One
cannot attain this by following the paths of jnana (transcendental knowledge),
karma (fruitive activities) or yoga (mystic excercises). Only by means of
shraddha (devotional faith), while strictly keeping the association of the
saintly devotees of the Lord, can one be victorious over matter.
jada jala jivendriye chade jei krishna
jiva-caksu
kore dhama-shobha-darashana
aha
kabe se avastha hoibe amare
dekhibo
sri-navadvipa jada-maya pare (6)
The very moment that the living entity gives up the entangling
network of material illusions related to the senses, the eyes of the soul will
behold the splendor of the spiritual Dhama.
Aha! Oh,
when will I attain that state? When will I see Sri NavadvFpa Dhama, so far
beyond the mirage of mundane existence?
asta-dala-padma-nibha dhama niramala
koti-candra-jyotsna
jini' ativa shitala
koti-surya-prabha
jini' ati teja-maya
amara
nayana pathe hoibe udaya (7)
Resembling
an eight-petalled lotus in shape, this abode is immaculately pure. It is so
cooling that it defeats the illumination of millions of moons. It is so
brilliant that it defeats the effulgence of millions of suns. Sometimes that
Dhama will appear before my eyes.
asta-dvipa
asta-dala madhye dvipa-vara
antardvlpa
nama tara ativa sundara
ta
'ra madhya-bhage yoga-pitha mayapura
dekhiya
ananda labha koribo pracura (8)
In the center of eight islands that are like the eight petals of a
lotus flower is the ninth and best island called Antar-dvfpa, which is
exceedingly beautiful. In the middle of that island rests the yoga-pilha, or
main meeting-place of the Lord and His associates, known as Mayapur. Upon
seeing this place, I shall experience profuse bliss.
brahmapura boli' Shruti-gana yake gaya
maya-mukta
cakse taha mayapura bhaya
sarvopari Shri-gokula nama mahavana
yatha
nitya-lila kore Shri-Shaci-nandana (9)
The
scriptures sing of a transcendental place called Brahmapur. In that realm,
Mayapur shines before one's eyes freed from illusion. Identical with Sri Gokula
in the forest of Mahavan of Braja, and vastly superior to all other places in
creation, that place is where the Son of ShachT performs His eternal
pastimes.
braje
sei dhama gopa-gopi-ganalaya
navadvipe
Shri-gokula dvija-vasa raya
jagannatha-miShra-grha parama pavana
mayapura-madhye
Shobhe nitya-niketana (10)
The abode of the gopas and gopis in Braja named Shri
Gokula is the same as the abode of the brahmana families in NavadvTpa
Dhama. In the center of supremely purifying Mayapur is the radiant home of
Jagannatha Misra. This is the eternal residence of the Lord.
maya-jalavrta
cakm dekhe ksudragara
jada-maya
bhttmi jala dravya jata ara
maya krpa kori 'jala uthaya jakhana
ahkhi
dekhe su-viShala cinmaya bhavana (11)
One
whose eyes are covered by material illusion sees only a small house situated
here, plus some ordinary earth, water and a few articles. But if maya becomes
merciful and lifts her covering, then one sees a grand spiritual dwelling.
yatha
nitya-mata-pita dOsa-dast-gana
Shri-gaurange Sheve preme matta anuksana
laksmi-visnu-priya
seve prabhura carana
pahca-tattvaimaka
prabhu aparva darShana (12)
Here Sri Gaurariga is served by His eternal mother and father as
well as by male and female servants, who are all incessantly maddened with
ecstatic love. Here both His wives, Laksmi-priya and Vishnu-priya, eternally
serve the Lord's lotus feet. He manifests in a wondrous form complete in the
five features of Paricha Tattva.
nityananda-sri-advaita
sei mdydpure
gadadhara-Shrtvasadi sthane sphure sphure
asankhya
vaisnavlaya catur-dike bhaya
heno
mayapura krpa koruna amaya (13)
The
residences of Shri Nityananda Prabhu, Sri Advaita, Gadadhara and Shrlvasa
are shining here and there in different places throughout Mayapur. Indeed, the
homes of innumerable devotees are glowing in all four directions. May such a
Mayapur be merciful unto me.
nairte
jamuna ganga sva-saubhagya gani'
naga-rupe
Sheva kore gora dvija-mani
bhagirathi-tate
bahu ghata devalaya
praudha
maya vrddha Shiva upa-vana-caya (14)
To the south-west, the combined Gahga and Jamuna rivers praise
their own good fortune as they flow in the form of a serpent for rendering
service to Lord Gora, the jewel of the twice-born brahmanas. Upon her banks are many
different landing-steps for bathing (ghats) and also numerous temples,
including the deities of Praudha Maya and Vriddha Shiva, as well as many groves
and gardens.
asankhya
brahmana-grhe mayapure haya
raja-patha
catvara vipina sivalaya
purva-daksinete
eka sarasvati dhara
niravadhi
vahe isodydna tate jara (15)
In
Mayapur there are countless homes of the brahmanas, plus wide avenues, courtyards,
forests and temples of Lord Shiva. Flowing in the south-east are the incessant
currents of the Sarasvatl river. Upon her bank is the sacred area known as
isodyana, The Lord's Garden.
e-saba
vaibhava nitya cinmaya apara
keno
pabe kali-jiva maya-baddha chara
tri-nadi-bhangana-chale
lukdilo maya
jada caksu dekhe matra mayapura-chaya (16)
Why should the fallen rascal souls of Kali-yuga, bound up tightly
by material illusion, have the privilege of seeing all these eternal, fully
spiritual, limitless treasures of the divine realm? Maya has therefore hidden
the Dhama by means of the erosive, ever-changing nature of the three rivers
Gariga, Yamuna and Sarasvatl. Thus the eyes of the materialist can see only a
shadow ' of the real Mayapur.
sa-Shaktika-nityananda-krpa-bala-krame
sphuruka
nay am mayapuri sa-sambhrame
Shri-gauranga-grha-lila kori' daraShana
ati
dhanya hau ei modna akihcana (17)
By
the mercy of Shri Nityananda, the holder of all spiritual powers, may that
Mayapur be revealed unto my eyes imbued with proper reverence. May I, this
worthless fool, become truly fortunate to behold a vision of the household
pastimes of Sri Gaurariga that eternally take place in this land.
antardvlpa-madhye
jei maydpura-grama
asta-dala
kamalera karnika se dhama
gauda-kanti
pita jyotir-maya su-nirmala
koruna
nayane mora sada jhalamala (18)
In the center of the island called Antar-dvFpa is the village of
Mayapur, situated as the central whorl of the eight-petalled lotus. That
transcendental abode glows with a fair yellow aura, it is resplendent with
networks of effulgences, and is supremely pure. May this place always shimmer
before my eyes.
kona
sthane upa-vana prthu sarovara
gocarana-bhumi
koto dekhite sundara
pravaha-pranali
koto sasya-bhumi-khanda
raja-patha
bakula kadamba vrksa-sanda (19)
Here
and there are wooded groves, amongst which is the lake called Prithu Sarovar,
and many pastures for grazing the cows. Oh how beautiful these places are to
behold! There are many water canals, partitioned grain fields, and wide main
roads lined with bakula, kadamba, and many other types of large trees.
tahara
paShcime jahnu-tanayara tata
Shri-ganga-nagara-name prasiddha kharvata
yatha
ganga-dasa-grhe vidyanustlana
korilena
prabhu mora lo 'ye dvija-jana (20)
To the west of here, on the bank of the river Gariga, stands the
town celebrated by the name of Gariga Nagar. There is the house of Gariga Dasa,
where my Lord Gaurariga took His young brahmana friends and carried out
their studies.
bharadvaja-tila
tatha dekhite sundara
gaura
bhaji' yatha bharadvaja muni-vara
labhiya
caitanya-prema sutra prakaShilo
koto-Shata
bahirmukha jane bhakti dilo (21).
There
also, one can see the lovely hill known as Bharadvaja Tila, where the great
sage Bharadvaja worshipped Lord Gaura. The sage ultimately attained ecstatic
love for Lord Chaitanya and then wrote scriptural verses that bestowed the gift
of devotional service unto many materialistic people.
prthu-kunda
uttarete mathura nagara
sasthr-tfrtha
madhuvana parama sundara
bahu-janaktrna
jana-pada su-vistara
darShane pavitra hau nayana amara (22)
North of Prithu Kunda is the town of Mathura and the holy place
known as Shasthi TTrtha, which is within the exquisitely beautiful forest of
Madhuvan (in Braja). This is a very extensive area populated by many people.
May my eyes become purified by viewing this scene.
tad-uttare Sharadehga sthdna manohara
rakta-bohu-bhaye
yatha Shabara-pravara
niladri-patike
lo 'ye rohe sangopane
sei
sthana dekhi' yena sarvada nayane (23)
Further
north is the enchanting place known as Sharaderiga. Here the leader of the
Shabara race, out of fear of the demon named Rakta-bahu, secretly resides along
with a deity of the Lord of NTladri (Jagannatha). May I always behold this
place with my very eyes.
mathuraya
vayu-kone heribo nayane
stmanta-dvipera
Shobha jdhnavt-sadane
yathaya
parvati-devi gaura-pada-dhuli
slmante
dharana koilo koriya akuli (24)
North-west of Mathura, I shall see the splendor of the island of
Simanta-dvFpa, whose border is the bank of the river Gariga. There, the goddess
Parvatf Devf was distressed and gained relief by placing the dust from the
lotus feet of Lord Gaura upon the part of her hair (sunanta).
dara hoite vilokibo bilva-paksa-vana
yatha
gaura-dhyOne ache rsi catuhJaha ՝
nitai-vilOsa-bhami
dekhibo su-dure
yatha
sankarsana-ksetra vijfla-jane sphure (25)
In
the distance I will see the forest of Bilva trees (Bilvavan of Braja), where
the four Kumara brothers remain in meditation on Lord Gaura. And further in the
distance I will see the land known as Saiikarsana Ksetra where Nityananda
Prabhu performs His pastimes. This area is manifest to the learned devotees.
mayapura-daksinamse
jahnavira tate
sarasvatl-sangame
ativa nikate
isodyana
nama upa-vana su-vistara
sarvada
bhajana-sthana hauka amara (26)
In the southern portion of Mayapur, on the bank of the river
Gariga and very near its junction with the river SarasvatI, is the extensive
grove called Isodyana (The Lord's Garden). May that Garden be the place of my eternal
devotions.
ye
vane amara prabhu Shri-Shacl-nandana
madhyahna
korena lila lo 'ye bhakta-jana
vana-Shobhd fieri' radhd-kunda pode mane
se
saba sphuruka sadd dmdra nayane (27)
In
this Garden, my Lord Shri Shachi-nandana performs His midday pastimes along with His
devotees. Seeing the brilliance of this grove, I shall be reminded of Radha
Kunda in Braja. May all these areas be eternally visible to my eyes.
vanaspati
krishna-lata nivida darShana
nana
paksr gay a tatha gaura-guna-gana
sarovara
Shrt-mandira ati Shobha taya
hiranya-htraka-ntta-ptta-mam
bhaya (28)
Huge trees and dark vines appear very dense. Among the foliage are
various types of birds singing the transcendental glories of Lord Gaura. There
is a large lake and an extremely opulent temple glowing with pure gold inlaid
with diamonds as well as blue and yellow sapphires.
bahirmukhajana
maya-mugdha ankhi-dvaye
kabhu
nahi dekhe sei upa-vana-caye
dekhe
matra kantaka avrta bhumi-khanda
tatinf-vanydra
vege sadd landa-bhanda (29)
The
materialists, with their eyes bewildered by the illusions of material sense
perception, and who are envious of the Lord, can never see these groves.
Rather, they see only a small piece of land covered with thorns, periodically
thrown into utter disruption by the forceful flooding of the river.
madhuvana-madhya-bhdge
Shri-viShrama-sthala
Shridhara-kuttra
dra kunda niramala
kajtre
sodhiya prabhu lo 'ye parikara
yathdya
viShrdma koilo tri-daSha-tShvara
(30)
In the center of Madhuvan is the place called Visrama Sthala.
There is the cottage of the Lord's devotee named ShrTdhara, and also a clear
pond. After rectifying the Kazi, the Lord of the three worlds came here with
His followers and rested.
'ha
gaurahga' boli kabe se viShrama-sthale
gadagadi
diya ami kandibo virale
premaveShe dekhibo Shri-gauranga-sundare
lauha-patre
jala piye Shridharera ghare (31)
When
will I shout "Ha Gauranga!" at this ViShrama Sthala? I will roll
upon the ground and cry in solitude. Overwhelmed with the emotions of ecstatic
love, will I ever see the beautiful ShrT Gaurariga-sundara
drinking water from ShrTdhara's iron pot?
kabe
va saubhagya-bale nayana amara
heribo
kfrtana-majhe Shactra kumara
nityanandadvaita-gadadhara-srinivase
loye
nace prema yace Shridhara-avase (32)
And when, by the power of great fortune, will my eyes behold the
young Son of Sachi in the midst of a rousing kirtan along with Nityananda,
Advaita, Gadadhara and Shrivasa, dancing and begging for ecstatic love at the house of
Srldhara?
tara purve vilokibo suvarna-bihara
suvarna-senera durga tulya nahi yara
yathaya
Shri-gaura-candra Shaha parikara
nđcena
suvarna-murti ati manohara (33)
Looking
east from there I shall see Suvarna Bihar, the site of King Suvarna Sena's
incomparably majestic palace. This is where the moonlike Lord Shri
Gaura-chandra dances along with His associates in an enchanting golden form.
ekaki
va bhakta-sahge kabe kaku-svare
kahdiya
bedabo ami suvarna-nagare
gaura-pade
Shri-jugala-seva magi' lava
Shri-rOdha֊caranaShraye prana samarpibo (34)
When will I wander throughout Suvarna Bihara alone or in the
company of other devotees, weeping and sobbing piteously with a choked voice?
At the lotus feet of Gaurariga I will beg for a speck of service to the Divine
Couple, and then offer my very life unto the shelter of Sri Radha's lotus feet.
tara purva-dateinete Shri-nrsimha-purt
kabe
va heribo deva-palltra madhuri
narahari-ksetre
preme gaddgadi diya
niskapata krishna-prema loibo magiya (35)
South-east
of there is Nrsirhha Puri. When will I see the pure transcendental sweetness of this place,
also called Deva-palli? I will roll about on the ground in ecstatic love while
visiting this residence of Lord Nrsirhha. Sincerely begging for His grace without
a trace of duplicity in my heart, I will attain Krishna-prema.
e
dusta hrdaye kama adi ripu chaya
kutinati
pratisthaSha sathya sada raya
hrdaya-sodhana
dra krsnera vasana
nrsimha-carane
mora ei to' kamana (36)
Within my sinful heart the six enemies headed by lust perpetually
reside, as well as duplicity, the desire for fame, plus sheer cunning. At the
lotus feet of Lord Nrsimha, I hope that He will mercifully purify my heart and
give me the desire to serve Lord Krishna.
kandiya,
nrsimha-pade magibo kakhana
nirapade
navadvipe jugala-bhajana
bhaya
bhaya pay a yah 'ra darShane se hari
prasanna
hoibo kabe more daya kori՛՜ (37)
Weeping,
I will beg at the lotus feet of Lord Nrsirhha for the benediction of
worshipping Radha and Krishna in NavadvTpa, perfectly safe and free from all
difficulties. When will this Lord Hari, Whose terrible form strikes fear into
fear itself, ever become pleased and show me His mercy?
yadyapi
bhtsana murti dusta-jiva-prati
prahladadi
krishna-bhakta-jane bhadra ati
kabe
va prasanna ho 'ye sa-krpa-vacane
nirbhaya
koribe ei mudha akiticane (38)
Even though Lord Nrsirhha is terrifying toward the sinful souls,
He offers great auspiciousness unto the devotees of Lord Krishna headed by
Prahlada Maharaja. When will He be pleased to speak words of compassion unto
me, a worthless fool, and thereby make me fearless?
svacchande
baiso he vatsa Shri-gauranga-dhame
jugala-bhaiana
hau, rati hau name
mama
bhakta-krpa-bale vighna jabe dura
suddha
citte bhaj'o radha-krishna-rasa-pura
(39)
He
will say, "Dear child! Sit down freely and live happily here in Shri
Gauranga Dhama. May you nicely worship the Divine Couple, and may you develop
loving attachment for Their holy names. By the mercy of My devotees, all
obstacles are cast far away. With a purified heart, just perform the worship of
Radha and Krishna, for such worship overflows with sweet nectar."
ei
boli' kabe mora mastaka-upara
svtya
irt-carana harse dhaiibe iShvara
amani
jugala-preme sattvika vikare
dharaya
lutibo ami Shrf-nrsinVia-dvdre (40)
se ksetrera paShcimete gandakera dhara
Shri-alakđnanda
kdSht-ksetra ho 'ye para
dekhibo
godruma-ksetra ati niramala
indra-surabhira
yatha bhajanera sthala (41)
To
the west of this flows the Gandaka river, which is past the Alakananda river
and KaShi Ksetra. I shall then see Godruma Ksetra, corresponding to the
place in Braja where King Indra's surabhi cow worshipped Lord Krishna.
godruma-samana
ksetra nahi tri-bhuvane
markandeya
gaura-krpa pay a yei vane
yemana
samlagna sarasvatt-nadi-tate
isodyana
rOdhd-kunda jahnavi-nikate (42)
Within the entire three worlds there is no place comparable to
Godruma. It is the forest in which the great sage Markandeya received the mercy
of Lord Gaura. Just as Isodyana and Radha Kunda lie close to the bank of the
river Gariga, similarly Godruma lies just as close to the bank of the river
Sarasvati".
bhaja
re bhaja re mana godruma-kanana
acire
heribe cakse gaura-lUa-dhana
se Iila-darShane tumi jugala-vilasa
anayase
labhibe puribe tava dSha (43)
O
my dear mind! Just worship, just worship the forest of Godruma! By this you
will very soon behold the transcendental treasure of Lord Gaura's pastimes.
Seeing the vision of these pastimes,, you will easily attain the eternally
sportive play of Radha and Krishna. Only this will fulfill all your desires.
godruma
Shri-nandtShvara-dhama gopa-vasa
yatha
Shri-gauranga kore vividha vilasa
purvdhne
gopera ghare gavya-dravya khai'
gopa-sane
gocdrana korena nimai (44)
Godruma corresponds to the city of Nanda Maharaja in Braja known
as Shrl NandiSvara, which is the residence of the cowherd folk. Here
Sri Gauranga performs various pastimesi After having a snack of milk products
at a cowherd's house in the forenoon period, Nimai goes in the company of His
gopa friends and tends the cows in the pasturelands.
gopa-gana
bale bhai tumi-to gopala
dvija-rupa
kabhu tava ndhi saje bhalo
eso
kdhdhe kori tore gocarana kori
mayera
nikate loi yathd mayapuri (45)
The
cowherd boys would say, "O brother, you are a gopalal Dressing like a brahmana boy does not suit you at all! Come on, I'll carry you on my
shoulders and we'll go herd the cows. Let's head toward your mother's house in
Mayapur."
kono
gopa sneha kori' deya chdnd-ksira
kono
gopa rupa dekhi ՝ hoyato asthira
kono
gopa ndnd phala-phula diya tore
bole
bhai niti niti aiso mora ghare (46)
One gopa would show great affection and give Him curds mixed with
condensed milk, and another gopa would become agitated with love just by seeing
the wonderfully beautiful form of the Lord. Yet another gopa would place fruits
and flowers in His hand, saying, "O brother! Please come to my house every
day!"
viprera thakura tumi gopera karana
toma chadi'jete nan tumi dhyana-jnana
ai
dekho gabhi saba tomare dekhiya
hamba-rave
dake ghXsa vatsa teyagiya (47)
"You
are the worshipable deity for the brahmanas, but You are also the very purpose
of life for us gopas. We cannot possibly forsake you - you are the only object
of our meditation and consciousness. Just see the cows! On sighting you, they
begin mooing and give up eating grass, even forgetting about their own
calves!"
aja
beta hoilo calo jagannathalaya
kala yeno ei sthane punah dekha haya
rakhibo
tomara lagi dadhi-chana-ksira
bela
hoile yeno ami hoibo asthira (48)
"Since it is now getting late, you should go home to your
father's house and tomorrow we'll meet again at this place. I'll save some
yogurt, curds and condensed milk for you - but if you come late, I'll be very
upset!"
ei-rilpe niti niti Shri-godruma-vane
Shri-gaura-nitai
khela kore gopa-sane
bela
na hoite punah kori' gangđ-snana
Shri-Shaci-sadane
yano gaura-bhagavan (49)
In
this way, Shri Gaura and Nitai play with the cowherd boys from day to day in
the divine Godruma forest. If there is enough time, Gaura-Bhagavan again bathes
in the river Gariga before proceeding home to Sri Sachi.
heno
dina đmđra ki hoibe udaya
heribo
godruma-lttđ suddha-prema-maya
gopa-sahge
gopa-bhave prabhu-seva-aShe
eka
mane vasibo se godruma-avase
(50)
Will such a day ever be mine? When will I see the pure love-laden
Godruma pastimes performed by the Lord in the mood of a cowherd boy playing
with His cowherd friends? With a mind fixed in the longing to serve the Lord, I
will reside at my house in Godruma.
godruma-daksine
madhyadvtpa manohara
vana-raji
Shobhe yatha dekhite sundara
yathdya
madhydhne prabhu lo 'ye bhakta-gana
sapta
rsi kdche asi' dilo daraShana (51)
South
of Godruma lies the enchanting island of Madhya-dvFpa. It is very beautiful to
behold, being filled with a radiant series of wonderful forests. There, during
the midday period of His eternal pastimes, Prabhu takes His devotees along and
comes to visit the seven rishis.
yathaya
gomatl-ttre naimisa-kanane
gaura-bhdgavata-kathd
Shune rsi-gane
sunite
se gaura-katha deva-pahcanana
sahasd
dild ho 'ye Shrt hamsa-vahana (52)
There on the bank of the river Gomatf is Naimisa forest, where the
assembly of ոտհե are listening to recitations of the Gaura
Bhagavat. In order to hear these narratives about Lord Gaura, Shiva and the
other demigods quickly mount Brahma's swan-carrier and make haste to come.
kabe
ami bhramite bhramite sei vana
heribo purdna-sabhd apurva-darShana
Shunibo
caitanya-katha Shrf-hari-vasare
su-punya
kdrtika-mdse gomattra dhare (53)
When
will I wander and wander throughout that forest and behold the wonderful vision
of this assembly of sages hearing the Gaura Purana
by the bank
of the GomatF river? On the day of ekadaShi during the most
auspicious month of Kartika, I will listen to those stories of Chaitanya-katha.
Shaunakadi Shrota rsi-gana krpa
kori'
pada-dhali
diya mathe hasta-dvaya dhori'
bolibo
- he navadvtpa-vasi eka-mane
Shri-gaurahga-kathamrta piya ei vane (54)
When will the audience of rishis headed by Shaunaka show their
mercy by grasping both my hands and putting the dust of their feet upon my
head? I will exclaim, "O residents of Nava-dvipa, let us attentively drink
the nectar of Shri Gauranga-katha in this forest!"
tahara daksine Shobhe brahmana-puskara
Shri-puskara-ttrtha
yathd dekhi dvija-vara
bhajiye
gauranga-pada vipra diva-dasa
Shri-gaurđhga-rupa heri' pailo
dShvdsa (55)
South
of there lies Brahmana PuShkara. This area is the same as the holy
place named ShrT PuShkara TTrtha, and it was visited by the best of the
brahmanas named Diva Dasa. Worshipping the lotus feet of Lord Gauraiiga at that
place, Vipra Diva Dasa was consoled upon beholding a vision of the Lord's
beautiful golden form.
tahara
daksine ksetra ucca-hatta-nama
brahmavarta
kuru-ksetra tri-pistapa-dhama
yatha
deva-gana kore gaura-sahktrtana
kabhu
dhama-vast taha korena Shravana (56)
Further south is Uccha Hatta, non-different from Kuru-ksetra of
Brahmavarta, which is a place of pilgrimage for the three worlds. Here all the
demigods reside, continuously performing Gaura-sankirtan. Sometimes the
present-day residents of this area can hear that music.
Shri-gaurdhga gana-saha madhyahna-samaye
bhramena e-saba vane prema-matta ho 'ye
bhakta-gane krishna-ltld safiketa boliya
nacena ktrtane radha-bhava dsvddiya (57)
During
the midday period of His eternal pastimes, Lord Sri Gaurariga and His
associates stroll throughout all these forests, overcome with the madness of
divine love. While the devotees give hints of Krishna's confidential pastimes,
Gaurariga sings and dances and tastes the sweet ecstatic emotions of Shri
Radha.
dmi
kabe ekdkr va bhakta-jana-sange
bhasibo
caitanya-prema-samudra-tarange
madhydhne
bhramibo madhyadvtpa-vana-caye
prabhu-bhdva
vibhaviya akincana ho 'ye (58)
When will I, alone or in the company of devotees, float in the
waves billowing on the ocean of love for Lord Chaitanya? Behaving with utmost
humility, I will wander around in the various forests of Madhya-dvfpa during
the midday period and contemplate the ecstatic emotional states felt by the
Lord in those same places.
madhya-dvipa-vasfbhakta-gana
krpa kori՛
đekhaibe - ei dekho gauranga-Shri-hari
brahma-kunda-tfre
brahma-nagara-bhitore
kirnana-ghatOya
nace lo 'ye parikare (59)
When
will the devotees who are residents of Madhya-dvipa be merciful and show me -
"Oh look! Here is our Lord, Gaurariga-Shri-Hari! On the bank of
Brahma Kunda within the town of Brahma Nagar He is dancing and chanting with
His associates in a grand kirtan."
Aazfte
vđ dekhibo sei purata-sundara
apurva-marati
gora vana-mdla-dhara
dirgha-bahu
hoye uccaih-svare daki ՝ bole
hari-nOma
bolo bhai ekatre Shakale (60)
When will I see that astounding form of Gora,
with
beautiful complexion like pure gold, wearing a garland of forest flowers, with
two long arms, and booming in a loud voice, "O brothers! All of you please
chant the holy name in unison!"
amani
Shrtvdsa-ddi jata bhakta-jana
hari hari boliyd koribe
sanktrtana
keho vđ bolibe gaurahari bolo bhai
gaura-vina
radha-krishna-seva nahi pai (61)
At
that moment, all the devotees headed by Shrlvasa will shout
"Hari! Hari!" and begin performing sahkirtan. Someone will exclaim,
"Chant the name of Gaurahari, dear brother! Without Gaura we cannot attain
the service of Radha and Krishna!"
ucca-hatta
sannikate paflca-venf nama
deva-tfrtha
yatha deva-ganera viShrama
jahnavt
tri-dhara sarasvatf iri-jamuna
miliache
gaura-seva koriya kamana (62)
Near Uccha Hatta is the place known as Pancha VenF ("five
streams"). It is considered a holy pilgrimage spot by the demigods, who
come here on vacation. At this place the three streams of the river Gariga
[BhagarathF, Bhogavatf and Alakananda] plus the Jamuna and SarasvatT rivers all
join together, desiring to perform service to Lord Gaura.
gana-saha gaurahari yatha kori' snana
kali-pdpa
hoite ttrthe koilo paritrana
paflca-ventheno
tCrtha e caudda-bhuvane
nahi
dekhe veda-vydsa đra rsi-gane (63)
Here
Gaurahari and His associates take bath, thereby purifying the tirtha from all
the sins left by the people of Kali-yuga. Veda-Vyasa and the assembly of rishis
recognize that in all these fourteen worlds there is no other holy place that
can compare with Pancha Veni՝.
kabe
pafica-vent-jale koriyd snapana Shrt-gaurdhga-pdda-padma koribo smarana gaura-pada-dhQta vdri
afijali bhariyd piyd dhanya habo gaura-prasange mdtiyd (64)
When will I bathe in the waters of the Pancha Veni and
thereby remember the lotus feet of Shri Gaurariga? Filling the
palms of my hands with the very water that has washed the feet of Gaura and
drinking my fill, becoming madly intoxicated by topics about Lord Gaura - when
will I be so blessed?
paflca-venf-pdre koladvtpa manohara
kola-rape
prabhu yathd bhaktera gocara
Shrl vardha-ksetra boli' sarva-Shdstre kaya
devera durllabha sthđna cid-dnanda-maya (65)
Across
the Gariga river from Pancha Venf is the enchanting island called Kola-dvfpa,
where the Lord appeared to His devotee Murari Gupta in the form of a boar. AH
the scriptures call this place Varaha Ksetra. Rarely attained even by the
demigods, this is a purely spiritual realm pervaded with transcendental bliss.
kuliya
pahada natne prasiddha jagate
Shrl-gaurdhga-lila-sthana Shrestha sarva-mate
Shri-krishna֊caitanya yatha sannydsera
para
braja-yatra-chale
dekhe nadtyd-nagara (66)
Famous throughout the entire universe is the town of Kuliya Pahar,
by all means the topmost place of Shri Gauranga's pastimes. When Shri Krishna Chaitanya
attempted a journey to Vrindavan immediately after taking sannyasa, He was
tricked [by Nityananda Prabhu] and instead came to this town in the district of
Nadiya.
vidya-vdcaspati-vidyalaya
jei sthane
viSharada-putra tehha keba nahi jane
prabhura
ekdnta bhrtya Shuddha-bhakti-bale
akarsilo
nija-prabhu ganga-snana-chale (67)
At
this place is the school of Vidya Vacaspati, the popular son of ViSharada.
Who did not know him? Being the unalloyed servant of the Lord, by the power of
his pure devotion he attracted his own Prabhu once while taking bath in the
Gariga.
kabe
ami ganga-tire dandaiya robo
vidya-vdcaspati-dvdre
dekhiya vaibhava
koto-ksane
krpa kori՚ prabhu yatisvara
hoibe
prasadopari nayana-gocara (68)
When will I stand still on this bank of the Gariga by the door of
Vidya Vacaspati's school and view the opulence of the spiritual kingdom? After
a few moments will the Lord, who is king anions sannyasis, suddenly appear up
in the palace before my very eyes?
dekhiya
kanaka-kanti sannyasa-murati
bhume
padi' vilokibo koriya akuti
dvarakaya
raja-veShe Shri-krishnake dekhiya
kandilo jemana gopi jamuna smariya (69)
Seeing
the golden effulgence of the Lord in the form of a sannyasi, I will fall to the
earth in great anxiety. I will feel just as the gopiSh did upon seeing Krishna
in Dvaraka dressed like a royal prince; thus they cried while remembering His
sweet and simple cowherd pastimes on the bank of the Jamuna.
Omi cai gaura-candre loite mayapure
yathaya
kaiShora-veShe Shri-angete sphure
yathdya
cahcara kesa tri-kaccha-vasane
isodyane
lila kore bhakta-jana sane
(70)
I long to take the moonlike Gaura-chandra back to Mayapur where He
is dressed like a young boy and His divine limbs are radiant with ornaments,
where His hair is long and curly and His dhoti folded thrice, where He performs
pastimes with His devotees in His own Garden named Isodyana.
sei vate ei yati Omi sei dasa
prabhura
darShana sei ananta vilasa
tathapi
Omara citta prthu-kunda-tire
prabhure
loite cOya Shrtvasa-mandire (71)
Of
course, this sannyasf is my Lord and I am just His servant. These different
appearances that the Lord assumes are but some of His unlimited pastimes.
Still, my heart longs to take the Lord back to the temple of Shrivasa
Pandita on the bank of Prithu Kunda!
tatha
hoite kichu age kori daraShana
Shri-samudragada-ttrtha
jagata-pavana
yatha
pQrve bhtma yuddhe Shri-samudra-sene
dekha
dilo dtna-bandhu Shuddha-bhaktajene base (72)
A little further on from here I see the holy place called Shri
Samudragar, the purifier of the whole universe. This is where Bhima had fought
with King Samudra Sena and received a personal audience with the Lord, Who is
the friend of the fallen and Who acknowledges His pure devotees.
yathaya
sagara asi' gangara asraye.
navadvfpa-ltla
dekhe preme mugdha ho 'ye
Shri-ganga-sagara-trrtha navadvlpa-pure
nitya
Shobha pOya yatha dekhe surasure (73)
Also,
the ocean personally comes upstream to this spot by taking shelter of the river
Gariga. Seeing the pastimes of NavadvTpa Dhama, the ocean is astounded with
divine ecstatic love. In this way, the splendrous holy place known as Sri
Gariga Sagara eternally shines near the town of NavadvTpa. This tirtha is seen
both by the demigods and the demons alike.
dhanya
jfva koladvipa kore daraShana
parama-ananda-dhOma
Shri-bahulavana
kirtana-aveShe
yatha Shrr-Shaci-kumara
bhakta-gana-sange
lo 'ye nace koto-bara (74)
Only the most fortunate souls can see this island of Kola-dvTpa,
the abode of supreme bliss, which is non-different from the forest of ShrT
Bahulavan in Braja. Shri Shachi-kumara regularly brings His associates here, and deeply
absorbed in the ecstasy of kirtan He dances again and again.
koladvtpa krpa kori' ei
akihcane
deho navadvipa-vasa
bhakta-jana-sane
Shri-gauranga-Ma-dhane deho adhikara
jivane
marane prabhu gauranga amara (75)
O
Kola-dvlpa! Please be merciful to this worthless person and give me the
benediction of living in Navadvlpa among the devotees! Kindly grant me the
right to the treasure of the pastimes of Sri Gaurahga! In life or in death,
Prabhu Gaurahga is my Lord!
koladvtpa uttardmShe campa-hatta grama
sada Shobha kore yahha navadvipa-dhama
maha-ttrtha
campa-hatta grama manohara
jayadeva
yatha bhaje gaura-ShaShadhara (76)
In the northern part of Kola-dvipa is the village called Champa
Hatta, which perpetually shines beautifully within Navadvlpa Dhama. This Champa
Hatta is a great holy place and is quite an enchanting village. It is where the
poet Jayadeva worships the moon-like Gaura.
yathd
vdnfndtha-grhe Shacfra nandana
sa-pdrsade
korilena nama-sankirtana
vaninatha-grhe
hoilo maha-mahotsava
gauranga
dekhaya nija premera vaibhava (77)
Here,
in the home of Vani-natha, the Son of Shachi performed the
congregational chanting of the holy names in the company of His associates.
Thus there was a great, great festival in which Lord Gaurariga displayed the
spiritual opulence of His own ecstatic love.
campa-hatta
grame ache campakera vana
campa-lata
kore yatha kusuma-cayana
navadvipe
Shri-khadiravana sei grama
braje
yatha rama-krishna korena viShrama (78)
In this village of Champa Hatta is also a forest of champaka
trees, from which the gopi named Champaka-lata regularly gathers flowers [for
making Radha and Krishna's garlands]. This village in NavadvTpa is
non-different from the forest of Khadjra-van in Braja, where Krishna and
Balarama like to take rest.
rtudvipa
vana-maya yatha manohara
vasantadi
rtu yatha gaura-seva-para
sarvartu-sevita-bhumi
ananda-nilaya
radha-kunda-pradeShera eka-deSha haya (79)
The
island called Ritu-dvTpa is very enchanting, being covered with numerous kinds
of forests. It is where all the seasons headed by Spring are eternally engaged
in service to Lord Gaura. The very land relieves all troubles, for it is the
abode of transcendental bliss. This area is the same as Radha Kunda in Braja.
kabhu
prabhu sahktrtana-range ei sthane
smari'
gocdrana-ltld krishna-guna-gane
syamali
dhavali boli' dake ghana ghana
Shrldama subala boli' korena krandana (80)
Sometimes during the wild sporting of sankirtan, at this place and
singing the glories of Lord Krishna, Shrl Gaurariga remembers
Krishna's pastimes of tending the cows. Thus He loudly and repeatedly calls out
the names of the cows: "O SyamalF! O Dhavali!" Then calling for His
cowherd boyfriends ShVldama and Subala, He breaks down and cries in great sorrow.
ami
kabe rtudvipe koriya bhramana
vana-Shobha heri Iila koribo smarana
radha-kunda-lila-sphurti
hoibe takhana
stambhita
hoiya taha koribo darShana (81)
When
will I wander about the island of Ritu-dvipa, seeing the beauty of the forest
and remembering these pastimes of the Lord? Suddenly I will catch a glimpse of
the pastimes being performed at Radha Kunda and become completely stunned by
such a wonderful vision.
manasa-gahgara
Ure gocarana-sthala
rama-krishna-saha
dama-bala-mahabala
asahkhya
go-vatsa lo 'ye nibhrte caraya
nana-lila-chale
sabe krishna-guna gaya (82)
Here on the bank of the Manasa Ganga river, Balarama and Krishna
along with Their cowherd boyfriends named Dama,
Bala and
Mahabala herd Countless calves to secluded forests. While sporting numerous
pastimes and playing tricks, all the boys sing the glories of Krishna.
gopa-ShiShu-gana rohe nana alapane
curite carite sobe jay a dara vane
na dekhiya vatsa-gane cinte sarva-jana
krishna-vamSht-rave vatsa diShe tata-hana (83)
The
cowherd boys then sit down and engage in various types of funny conversations.
Meanwhile, the calves keep grazing and grazing until they wander off to distant
woods. Losing sight of them, all the boys become alarmed, but at the sound of
Krishna's flute the calves immediately come running back.
dekhite
dekhite Ma hoilo adarShana
bhumite
padibo ami ho 'ye acetana
koto-ksane
samjha labhi' apani uthibo
dhtre
dhire vana-majhe bhramana koribo (84)
While
I am watching and watching this pastime with full attention, suddenly the scene
vanishes and I will fall to the ground unconscious...
...Regaining my awareness after some time, I shall rise up and
then continue wandering slowly and sadly throughout the forest.
ha gauranga krishnacandra dayara sagara
kangalera dhana tumi ami-to
pamara
ei boli kandi' kdndi' ho
'ye agrasara
dekhibo sahasa ami Shri-vidya֊nagara (85)
"O
Gaurariga, O Krishna-chandra, O Oceans of mercy! You are the wealth for the
wretched and poor, and I am the lowest rascal!" Saying this while weeping
and sobbing continuously, I will move onwards. Then suddenly I will behold the
town of Vidya Nagar.
cdri-veda
castuh-sasti vidyara alaya
sarasvatl-pitha
vidya-nagara niscaya
brahma-Shiva-rsi-gana e pitha-asraye
sarva-vidya
prakaShilo prapaflca nilaye (86)
This place is the abode of the four Vedas and the sixty-four
branches of knowledge. Vidya Nagar is without a doubt the central seat of
Sarasvatf, the goddess of learning. Taking shelter of this pOha, Lord Brahma,
Shiva and the rishis have revealed all types of knowledge to the material
world.
prabhu
mora koribena vidyara vilasa
ihajani'
brhaspati chadi' nija-vasa
vasudeva
sarvabhauma-rupe ei sthane
pracarilo
sarva-vidya vividha vidhane (87)
Knowing
that the Lord would sport His educational pastimes here, the teacher of the
demigods named Brihaspati gave up his abode in the heavenly planets and took
the form of Vasudeva Sarvabhauma. Here at Vidya Nagar he taught all types of
knowledge according to various processes.
ye
vidya-nagare basi' gaura-guna gaya
sei
adhyapaka dhanya Shoka nahi paya
avidya
chadaye ta 're ye vidya-nagare
darShana koriyd bhaje gaura-sudhakare (88)
Whoever lives at Vidya Nagar ("the town of knowledge")
and sings the glories of Gaura becomes a fortunate teacher and will never know
grief. Whoever takes darshan of the area of Vidya Nagar and worships Lord Gaura
(the nectar-producing Moon) will be freed from all ignorance.
ami
ki dekhibo kabhu Shri-gaura-sundare
vidydnurage
giya sri-vidya-nagare
Shrlvasaparadhe devananda-mahasaye
dandibena
vakya-dande bhakta-paksa ho 'ye (89)
Will
I ever see that beautiful Sri Gaura-sundara as He goes to Vidya Nagar out of
His affinity for gaining knowledge? I will see Him chastising Devananda
Mahasaya with strong words for committing an offense unto Srivasa Pandita. Thus
the merciful Lord always takes the side of His devotee and defends him.
amara
prabhura lila ananta na jane
kakhana
ki karye mate, thake kiba dhyane
keno
ye ktrtana chadi' paduya todaya
parajiya
adhyapake kiba sukha paya (90)
Even Ananta Shesha cannot understand anything about the pastimes
of my Lord - when He will become excited by a particular action, what He
meditates on while sitting still, why He gives up His kirtan to chastise the
students [who criticized him for chanting "gopf, gopi^], nor how much
happiness He feels by defeating His teachers.
yai
kore prabhu tai ananda- janaka
syeccha-maya
prabhu tenha ami-to sevaka
ksudra parimita buddhi sahaje amara
vicdrite Shakti nai vidhana tanhara (91)
Whatever
the Lord does is a cause of bliss. The Lord is completely independent, and I am
simply His humble servant. My tiny intelligence is naturally limited, and so I
have no power whatsoever to judge His actions.
navadvipa-vast
adhydpaka-gana tanra
nitya-lila-pustikarl
pranamya amara
Shakale karuna toro dina akiflcane
more
adhikdra deho nama-sankirtane (92)
All the inhabitants of NavadvTpa who act as the Lord's teachers
are nourishers of His eternal pastimes; therefor« they are worthy of my
respects. All of you - please show your compassion to me, a fallen and
destitute person! Kindly bestow upon me the qualification for chanting nama sankirtan.
srl-vidya-nagare-prati
ei nivedana
ye
avidya gaura-tattva kore dvarana
se
avidyd-jdle yena manasa amara
avrta
na haya kabhu thake maya-para (93)
To
the tirtha of Vidya Nagar I make this request - I pray that the ignorance which
hides the truth of Lord Gaura's pastimes may never cover my mind. With that
veil lifted, may I always transcend and live far beyond the realm of maya's
illusion.
Shobhe jahnudvtpa vidyd-nagara uttare
yatha
jahnu-tapo-vana vyakta caracare
gangare
korilo pana yatha muni-vara
jahnavi-svarupe
ganga hoilo gocara (94)
North of Vidya Nagar shines the island of Jahnu-dvFpa, where the
forest hermitage of the ascetic Jahnu Muni is visible to all moving and
non-moving beings. Here the best of munis drank some water from the river
Gariga, and the river then appeared as his daughter named Jahnavi.
yatha
krishna-bhakta bhisma munira aShrame
bhagavata-dharma-Shiksa
koilo trivikrame
yatha
jahnu niskapate koriya bhajana
anayase
paya krishna-caitanya-carana (95)
Here
at Jahnu Muni's hermitage, Krishna's devotee named Bhfsma learned Bhdgavata
Dharma relating to Lord Trivikrama. Jahnu himself took to worshipping the Lord
in a manner free from duplicity and easily attained the lotus feet of Shri
Krishna Chaitanya.
jahnudvipa
bhadravana krishna-lila-sthala
nayana-gocara
kabe habe niramala
sei
vane bhisma-tila parama-pavana
tad-upari
rohi' ami koribo bhajana (96)
This island of Jahnu-dvipa is non-different from the forest of
Bhadravan in Braja. When will that spotless divine forest be visible to my
eyes? Within that forest is the hill known as BhTsma Tila. On top of that hill
I shall stay and perform my worship of the lord.
ratryagame
bhisma-deva praShanta antare
daraShana dibe more Shuddha kalevare
krishna-varna
vrksa tulasfra mala kare
dvadaSha-tilakanvita namananda-bhare (97)
In
the evening Bhfsma-deva with a pleased mind will appear before me in his pure
spiritual body - his complexion blackish like Krishna's, holding Tulasi beads
in his hand and marked with twelve tilaka marks on his body, he is overflowing
with the bliss of constantly chanting the Lord's holy names.
bolibe
navina navadvipa-vasi Shuno
amara
mukhete aja gaurangera guna
kuruksetra-rane
padi' marana-samaye
dekhilama
krishna-candra eka-citta ho 'ye (98)
He will say to me, "Listen, O newcomer to Navadvlpa! Today my
words are praising the glories of Lord Gaurariga. Long ago, during the battle
of Kuru-ksetra, I was struck down and fatally wounded. While dying I was able
to behold the form of the moonlike Sri Krishna-chandra with fixed
attention."
niryana-samaye
prabhu bolilo vacana .
navadvipa
tumi purve korila darShana
sei
punye gaura-krpa tomara ghatilo
navadvipe
nitya-vasa ekhana hoilo (99)
"At
the time of my death, Lord Krishna told me, 'Formerly you had darshan of
Navadvipa, and by that pious activity you have gained Gaurariga's mercy. Thus
you have now become the eternal resident of Navadvipa.
ataeva
sarva aSha parity aga kori ՚
navadvtpe
vaShi' tumi bhajo gaurahari
ara na koroho bhaya visaya-bandhane
avasya
labhibe seva gaurahga-carane (100)
[Bhisma continues:] "Therefore, I also ask you to please give
up all other desires, live in Navadvipa and worship Gaurahari. You need no
longer fear the bondage of material sense objects, for you will definitely
attain the service of Gaurariga's lotus feet.
prabhura
icchaya ei dhame sarva-ksana
krishna-lila
gaura-lila dekha mukta-jana
Shoka,.bhaya, mrtyu ara udvega-karana
bahirmukha
iccha nahi jivera pidana (101)
"By
the desire of the Lord, the liberated souls can see at all times the pastimes
of Krishna and the pastimes of Gaura in this Dhama. Here is the complete
absence of the conditioned soul's afflictions such as lamentation, fear, death,
all causes of disturbance,, as well as desires to be inimical to the
Lord."
suddha-bhaha-janakrishna-Minkarya-asave
nija
nija bhajanete magna sukharnave
na
jane abhava-ptda samsara-yatana
siddha-kama
Shuddha-deha baise sarva-jana (102)
"The pure devotees are intoxicated by drinking the wine of
servitude to Lord Krishna, and they are all immersed in the ocean of happiness
while performing their respective forms of worship. They do not know the pains
of the material world, nor do they experience the difficulty of any wants
because everyone is situated in their pure spiritual bodies and possess only
perfect desires."
nitya-mukta
baddha-mukta bhakti parikara
ananta
sankhyaka dasa-ganera iShvara
yara
yei bhava sei bhave tara sane
nitya-lila
kore prabhu ei saba vane (103)
"The
Supreme Lord has multitudes of servants who are limitless in number. His
devoted associates come from .two main categories
- the nitya-mukta or eternally liberated souls,
and the baddiia՛ mukta or liberated devotees coming from the material world as
former conditioned souls. In these very forests of Navadvlpa Dhama, the Lord
performs His eternal pastimes along with each of these devotees according to
their own respective emotional mood."
e
dhama ananta, jada maya hetha nai
cicchakti
hethaya adhisthatri Shuno bhai
tad-anuga
deSha-kala karana Sharira
saba
nirmdyika sattva ei tattva sthira (104)
"This transcendental abode is unlimited, with no presence of
dull matter whatsoever. Here, only the spiritually conscious energy is in control
as the predominating goddess. Everything and everyone here is in perfect accord
as followers of the Lord, including place, time, actions, and the bodies of the
living entities. All these things are harmoniously situated far beyond the
illusory energy - this truth is definitely absolute."
yata-dina
na chodibe prabhura icchdya
mayika
Shartra tata-dina to amaya
na
sphuribe purna-rupe e dhamera bhava
tava buddhi na chodibe jatiya svabhava (105)
"According
to the Lord's desire, as long as we do not give up the material body, then for
that long we will not perceive the actual ecstatic mood of this Dhama in its
complete form. That is because your intelligence refuses to give up its
habitual attachment to material designations."
bhagavati
tanu pabe prabhura icchdya
avyahata-gati
tava hoibe hethaya
jada-maya-jale
avarana yabe dure
asirna
ananda pabe ei nitya-pure (106)
"According to the Lord's desire, when you receive a spiritual
body then your progressive advancement here is unobstructed. The veil of
illusion generated by the material energy will retreat far away, and you will
obtain unlimited bliss in this eternal spiritual realm."
ye
paryanta ache bhai mayika Sharira
savadhane
bhakti-tattve thako sada sthira
bhakta-seva
krishna-ndma jugala-bhajana
visaye
saithilya-bhava koro sarva-teana (107)
"O
brother! As long as you have this material body, then very carefully remain
always fixed in the principles of devotion. Service to the devotees, chanting
the holy name of Krishna, and worship of the Divine Couple Sri Sri Radha and
Krishna should be performed diligently at all times while remaining aloof from
temptations of sense gratification."
dhama-krpa
nama-krpa bhakta-krpa-bale
asadhu-sambandhe
dure rakhaho kauShale
acire
paibe tumi nitya-dhame vasa
Shuddha Shri-jugala-seva hoibe prakaSha (108)
"By the power of the mercy of the Dhama, the mercy of the
holy name and the mercy of the devotees, expertly keep undesirable association
far away. Very soon you will attain residence in the eternal abode, where pure
devotional service to the Divine Couple will become manifest by direct
revelation."
bhisma-deva-upadeSha dhoriya Shravane
sastange
padibo ami tahhara earane
aShirvOda kori' tenha habe adarShana
kahdite
kahdite jabo modadruma vana (109)
Hearing
these instructions of Bhisma-deva, I will fall down at his feet like a rod and
offer obeisances with all my limbs. Giving me his blessings, he will then
disappear. Weeping and weeping, I will proceed to the forest on the island of
Modadruma-dvipa.
modadruma
Shri-bhandira haya eka tattva
yatha
paShu-paksi-gane saba Shuddha sattva
manohara
vrksa-dale basi' pika-gana
gaurahari
sita-rama gaya anuteana (110)
This island of Modadruma is non-different from the forest of Shri
Bhandiravan in Braja. AM the animals and birds are fully spiritual entities
having the nature of pure goodness. In the branches of the trees sit cuckoos
who incessantly sing the glories of Lord Gaurariga, SIta and Rama.
koto koto vata-vrksa chaya vistariya
Shobhiche bhandira-vana surya acchadiya
rama-krishna-lila-sthana
pratyaksa bhuvane
kabe
va sphuribe mora e dui nayane (111)
Countless
banyan trees spread out their shade-giving branches splendrously here in
Bhandiravan and block out the rays of the sun. When will this wonderfully shady
place, where Balarama and Krishna displayed their pastimes to the world, ever
be visible to my eyes?
dekhiya
vanera Shobha bhramite bhramite
Shri-rama-kutira cakse pade acambite
durva-dala-varna
rama brahmacari veShe
iatemana
janaki-saha tdra eto dese
(112)
Wandering and wandering about, observing the glory of the forest,
I will suddenly behold the cottage of Lord Sri Rama. Then I will see Rama
Himself, the color of fresh durva grass, dressed like a brahmachan and sitting
in one place along with Laksmana and Sita.
dekhiya
Shri-rama-candra-rupa manohara
acetana
padibo se kanana-bhitora
preme
gara gara deha na sphuribe vani
dui
ahkhi bhari'pibo sei rupa-khani (113)
Seeing
Lord Rama-chandra's beautiful form within that forest, I will swoon on the
spot. My entire body overwhelmed with ecstatic love, I will remain stunned and
speechless as I fill both my eyes that are heartily drinking the beauty of His
form.
krpa kori' ramanuja asi' dhire dhire
vana
phala rakhi' pada dibe mama Shire
bolibena,
vatsa tumi khao ei phala
vana-vase
vana-phule atithya kevala (114)
Being merciful, Laksmana will come forward slowly, set down some
fruit and place his feet upon my head. He will say, "My dear child, please
eat this fruit. Since we are living here in the forest, this is all we have to
offer our guests."
bolite bolite Iila habe adarShana
kandite
kandite phala koribo bhaksana
ara
ki dekhibo ami durva-dala rupa
hrdaye
bhavibo sei acintya-svarupa (115)
Just
as he says this, the vision of this pastime will dissolve. Weeping and weeping,
I will eat the fruit. Oh, will I ever again see the figure of Rama, green as
fresh durva grass? In my heart, I will meditate on that inconceivably beautiful
form.
aha!
se bhdndtra-vana cintamani-dhama
chadite
hrdaye kande na haya virama
rama-krishna kore Iila gocarana-chale
yathaya
kirtane mate gora nija dale
(116)
Aha! Oh, my heart weeps without end to leave this forest of
Bhandlravan, the abode of transcendental desire-fulfilling gems! In this place
Balarama and Krishna, on the pretext of herding cows, perform so many wonderful
pastimes. In this same place, Lord Gora performs manifold
pastimes, becoming madly intoxicated with the sound of kirtan in the company of
His friends.
dhire
dhire jabo tatha Shri-vaikuntha-pura
nihsreyasa
vana yatha aisvarya pracura
sarva-deva-prapajita
paravyoma-natha
nitya
virajena yatha sakti-traya-satha (117)
Then
slowly I shall proceed to the town of Vaikunthapur, within the forest called
Nihsreyasa. This place is resplendent with profuse spiritual grandeur. Here I
will see Paravyoma-natha, the Lord of the spiritual sky, being worshipped by
all the demigods. He eternally resides in this realm along with His three
energies [Lila, Bhu and Sri].
yadi-o
madhurya-maya Shri-krishna amara
tabu-o
tShvara tehha sarvaisvarya-dhara
aisvarya
na chade krishna vrajendra-nandana
aisvarya
na dekhe tabu krishna-bhakta-jana (118)
As much as my Sri Krishna is endowed with utmost sweetness
(madhurya), similarly the Lord of Vaikuntha is endowed with absolute opulence
and grandeur (aisvarya). Lord Krishna as Vrajendra-nandana never gives up this
same opulence, however, but such aspects of His spiritual grandeur are not
noticed by His pure devotees.
krpa kori' sarveShvara aisya lukaiya
tusite narada-citta gauranga hoiya
dekhiya
se rupa ami ananda-sagare
dubu dubu nacibo kandibo
ucaih-svare (119)
The
Lord of all creation was very merciful to Narada Muni and satisfied Narada by
hiding His divine opulence and transforming Himself into the form of Gaurariga.
Seeing that very figure of Lord Gaurariga, I will be plunged into the ocean of
bliss while dancing wildly and crying in a loud voice.
hoiya
viraja para brahmant-nagara
chadiya
uthibo arka-Mara upara
tatha
basi' ekante bhajibo gaurahari
nama-sudha-rase
mati nama gana kori
(120)
Crossing over the river Viraja and bypassing the town of Brahmani Nagar, I will climb on top of the hill called Arka
Tila ("the
hill of the sun-god"). Sitting there in solitude and worshipping Lord
Gaurahari, I will become intoxicated with sweet nectar-mellows of the holy name
by singing it with great relish.
arka-deva krpa kori' dibe
daraShana
rakta-varna
dirgha-bahu aruna-vasana
sarvđnga
tulasl-mala carcita candane
mukhe
sada gaurahari aShru du'nayane (121)
Arka-deva,
the sun-god, will mercifully appear to me -with red-hued complexion, long arms,
wearing pinkish cloth and. TulasI beads, with sandalwood paste spread over all
his limbs, the name of Gaurahari constantly on his tongue, and tears flowing
from his eyes.
bolibena,
vatsa tumi gaura-bhakta-dasa
tomara
nikate ami hoinu prakaSha
adhikrta-dasa
mora gauranga-carane
gaura-dasa
anudase bhalo-vasi mane (122)
He will speak to me, "Dear child, I have appeared before you
because you are the devotee of Gaurariga. We demigods, although powerful directors
of material affairs, are also servants of Gaurariga's lotus feet. In my mind, I
simply aspire to be the servant of the servant of Gaura."
mama aShfrvade tava habe krishna-bhakti
dhama-vase
nama-gane habe tava Shakti
sudha-makha
krishna-nama gaite gaite
sarvada
asi-o hetha amare tusite (123)
"By
my blessings, you will get Krishna-bhakti, and you will have the spiritual
strength to live in the Dhama and sing the Lord's pure holy name. But please
come here from time to time, singing the nectar-smeared name of Krishna for my
satisfaction."
surya-deva-pade
kori danda-paranama
agrasara
ho 'ye pabo mahatpura dhama
mahatpura
kdmya-vana krishna-lila-sthala
yatha
gaura-gana kore krishna-kolahala (124)
Falling down like a rod to offer obeisances at Surya-deva's feet,
I will then proceed onward to the town of Mahatpur. This Mahatpur is
non-different from the forest of Kamyavan, a place of Krishna's pastimes in
Braja. Here the devotees of Lord Gaura raise a tumultuous sound in chanting the
name and glories of Shri Krishna.
yudhisthira-adi
pahca bhai yena vane
koto dina vasa koilo draupadlra sane
vydsadeva
ani' gaura-purana Shunilo
ekante
Shri-gaurahari bhajana korilo (125).
In
this forest, the fiye brothers headed by Yudisthira [the Pandavas] lived in
exile for some time with their wife DraupadT. They invited Shrlla
Vyasa-deva here and listened to him recite the Gaura Purana.
Remaining in
seclusion, they performed intensive worship of Sri Gaurahari.
adyapi-o
kamya-vane dekhe bhakta-jana
yudhisthira-sabha
yatha baise rsi-gana
bhauma
Shuka devala cavana garga-muni
vrksa-tale
basi' kande gaura-katha Shuni' (126)
Even now in this forest of Kamyavan, devotees can see the assembly
of Yudhisthira and the sages named Bhauma, Shuka, Devala, Chavan, and Garga
Muni. Sitting at the base of a tree, they are all weeping as they hear the
stories of Lord Gaura.
ami
kabe se sabhoya koribo gamana
dure
dandavat kori' asibo takhana
pasanda-uddhara-lila
gaura-itihasa
vyasa-mukhe
Shuni'preme chadibo nihShvasa (127)
When
will I go to that learned assembly? Bowing down to the sages from afar, I will
then come closer and join them. Hearing from the very mouth of Vyasa-deva the
amazing stories of Gaura delivering the atheists, I will breathe a heavy sigh
in ecstatic love.
koto-ksana
pare puna sabha na dekhiya
kahdibo
gauraiiga boli' bhume lutaiya
dvi-prahara
dine ksudha hoile udaya
bhojanOrthe
vana-phala koribo saficaya (128)
After some time, seeing the assembly vanish, I will shout the name
of Gauraiiga, cry bitterly and roll about on the earth. Feeling hunger during
the second quarter of the day, I shall go and pick forest-fruits to eat.
e-mata
samaye krishna pandava-grhini
saka
anna lo 'ye kabe asibe amani
bolibena
vatsa loho atithya amara
gaurdnga-prasada
anna-musti dui cara (129)
Just
then DraupadT, the wife of the Pandavas, will suddenly appear and approach me
carrying cooked greens and rice. She will address me, "Dear child, please
take this offering of mine. It is two or four handfulls of rice prasad that
have been offered to Gaurariga."
sastange
pranami tahre dmi akiflcana
kara pati' Shaka, anna koribo grahana
gauranga-prasada
anna Shaka camatkara
seva
kori dhanya habe rasana amara (130)
Offering Draupadf my full obeisances, I will feel most worthless
as I extend my hand and accept the greens and rice. The prasad
remnants of
Lord Gaurariga are most astonishing, and by honoring them my tongue will become
fortunate.
maha-prasadera krpa yei jive haya
Shuddha-krishna-bhakti tara milibe niscaya
sei
krpa nitya yena hayato amara
anayase
chadi' yabo ananta mayara (131)
Whoever
gets the mercy of such maha-prasad certainly obtains pure devotional service to
Lord Krishna. May that mercy eternally be mine, which will enable me to easily
give up this world of limitless material illusion.
draupadt-pradatta
maha-prasada paiya
upantta
ha 'bo kabe rudra-dvlpe giya
kailasa
yahhara prabha-matra tri-bhuvane
sei
rudra-dvlpa Shobhe navadvlpa-vane (132)
After having taken the maha-prasad given me by Draupadi",
when will I arrive on the island of Rudra-dvFpa? Splendrously present within
the forest of NavadvTpa, this place is the same as Mount Kailasa, the abode of
Lord Shiva. The smallest fraction of this mountain's effulgence shines brightly
throughout the entire three worlds.
yatha
nita lohitadi rudra eka-daSha
nrtya
kore gaura-preme hoiya vivaSha
yathdya
durvasa-muni koriya aShrama
gaurđnga-carana
bhaje chadi' yoga-bhrama (133)
This
place is where the eleven Rudras of mixed blue and red complexion dance wildly
and become stunned with love of Gaura. Here the sage Durvasa Muni made his
hermitage, gave up his mistaken practice of impersonal yoga and began
worshiping Lord Gaurariga's lotus feet.
astavakra-dattatreya
adi yogi-gana
chadiya
advaita-buddhi saha pahcanana
Shri-krishna-caitanya-pada-dhyane haya rata
sayujya
muktike chade hoiya virata (134)
The great sages named Astavakra, Dattatreya and many other yogis,
along with the five-faced Shiva, all gave up the philosophy of impersonalism
and instead engaged themselves in meditation on the lotus feet of Shn
Krishna Chaitanya. Becoming detached from all forms of liberation, they
especially rejected the desire to merge in the all-pervading light of the
brahman effulgence.
kabhu
ami bhramite bhramite rudra-vana
medhra-sthala-sannikate
koribo gamana
basibo
tathaya gaura-pada-dhyana kori
adure
dekhibo devt parama sundari (135)
Sometime
I will wander and wander throughout the forest of Rudravan and come to the
place called Medra-sthala. Sitting there, I will meditate on the lotus feet of
Lord Gaura. Then I will behold a supremely beautiful goddess appearing nearby.
vana-devtmane
kori koribo pranama
jijnasibo,
bolo mata kiba tava nama
aShru-mukhi devi tabe bolibe vacana
Shuno bacha mora duhkha akathya-kathana (136)
Acknowledging the presence of this forest-goddess, I will
respectfully bow down to her. Getting up, I will ask, "Please tell me,
mother - what is your name?" With tears in her eyes, the goddess will
sadly reply, "Listen, dear child, my sorrow is impossible to
describe."
paflca-vidha jMna kanya mora pahca-jana
pahca-vidha mukti nama
korecho Shravana
salokya
samipya sarsti sayujya nirvana
nirvana-sayujya
more nama koilo dana (137)
"There
are five of us who are daughters of the five kinds of jiiana (transcendental
knowledge). We are the five types of liberation — please listen to our names:
Salokya, Samipya, Sarsti, Sayujya, and Nirvana. I have been given the name of
Nirvana, for I am the form of liberation involving total annihilation of the
soul."
cari
bhagni gela call' vaikuntha-nagara
ami
to' rahinu eka hoiya phanpara
Shivera krpaya dattatreya adi Jana
kichu-dina
ama-prati korilo yatana (138)
"My four sisters have gone off to Vaikunthapur, leaving me
behind. Thus left alone, I have become bewildered. By the mercy of Lord Shiva,
Dattatreya and many other sages were endeavoring to attain me for some time."
ebe sei rsi-gana chadiya amaya.
rudra-dvtpe baise ei sarva-loke gaya
vrtha
ami anveShana kori sei sabe
dekha
na՜hi pai ara pabo kotha kabe (139)
"But
now even those sages have rejected me and are living somewhere in Rudra-dvFpa.
All the people are singing of this incident. Uselessly I have been searching
for the rishis and still cannot locate them anywhere! Oh when will I find them
again?"
Shrl-gauranga-prabhu sarva-jane nistarilo
kevala
amara prati nirdaya hoilo
ami
yei sthane ebe chadibo jivana
nidaya
boliya sthana janu sarva-jana (140)
"Shri Gaurariga Prabhu has
delivered everyone, yet still He remains merciless only to me. Therefore I will
And a place right now in which to give up my life, and all people shall know
that place to be called Nidaya (Merciless)."
sayujyera
nama Shuni' kanpibe hrdaya
putana raksast boli' habe
bada bhaya
ankhi mudi'
sei sthane padiya rahibo
kona maha-jana-sparShe takhana uthibo (141)
Just
hearing the very name of Sayujya, the liberation of merging impersonally with
the Lord, my heart will tremble as if I had heard the name of the witch Putana.
Trembling in great fear I will cover my eyes and drop to the ground on the
spot. Then upon feeling the touch of some great soul, I will look up.
uthiya
dekhibo ami deva-paticanana
bavam bavam boli' koriya nartana
gaibena
Shri-Shaci-nandana daya-maya
day
a koro sarva-jive dura koro bhaya (142)
I will rise and see before me the Figure of Lord Shiva, dancing
wildly while exclaiming "baum! baum!" He will sing, "O Shri
Shachf-nandana! O moSht merciful one! Please give Your causeless mercy to all
living entities and drive away their fears!"
deva-deva mahadeva-carane padibo
svabhdva-Shodhana Iagi' pade
nivedibo
daya
kori viShveShvara mastaka amara
dhoriya
carana dibe upadeSha-sdra (143)
I
will fall at the feet of Maha-deva, the Lord of the demigods, and pray at his
feet for my own purification. Being merciful, the Lord of the universe
Visvesvara will place his feet upon my head and impart to me the essence of
instruction.
bolibena,
ohe Shuno krishna-bhakti-sara
jhana-karma-mukti-cesta
yoga adi chara
amara
krpaya tumi parajiya maya
ati Shighra prapta ho 'be gaura-pada-chaya (144)
He will say, "Oh listen! Devotional service to Lord Krishna
is the essence of life, whereas all endeavors for jnana, karma, mukti, and yoga
are totally useless. By my mercy you will conquer maya and very quickly attain
the shade of the lotus feet of Lord Gaura."
dateine pulina dekho ati manohara
vrndavana-dhama navadvipera bhitara
tatha giya krishna-lila
koro daraShana
acire
paibe radhikara Shri-carana (145)
"To
the south, just see the place called Shri Pulina, which is so
enchanting. That is the abode of Vrindavan Dhama within Navadvipa. Go there and
personally witness Krishna's pastimes. Very soon you will attain the divine
lotus feet of Shri Radhika."
Shambhu adarShana ho 'be upadeSha diya
pranami'
calibo ami kandiya kahdiya
koto-ksane
Shri-pulina koriya darShana
bhume
gaddgadi diya ha 'bo acetana (146)
After giving me these instructions, Lord Shambhu will disappear.
Bowing down, I will then move on, crying and crying all the while. After
arriving and viewing the divine realm of Shri Pulina for some time,
I will fall to the earth and roll about, losing consciousness...
acetana-kaie svapna-svarupa-samadhi
udibe apurva murti nija-karya sadhi'
takhana
janibo ami kamala-manjari
Shri-ananga-manjarlra
nitya vidhi-kari (147)
...During
that unconscious state of samadhi, in a divine vision of my own personal
revelation, a wondrous figure will appear performing her constitutional
service. Then I will recognize that it is I, the maidservant named Kamala
ManjarF, an eternal assistant of Anariga Manjari.
Shrt-ananga-mahjart mora hrdaya-isvari
dekhaibe
krpa kori' nija yuthesvari
Shri-karpura-seva more koribe arpana '
jugala-vilasa
koraibe pradarShana (148)
Shri Ananga Manjari is the
goddess of my heart. Hopefully, she will show great mercy and introduce me to
our own group-leader (Sri Lalita Sakhi). Then she will give me the service of
preparing celestial camphor and will reveal to me the confidential pastimes of
the Divine Pair.
pulina-nikate sthana Shri-rasa-mandala
gopendra-nandana-lCld
taihd niramala
Shata-koti-gopi-majhe
maha-raseShvari
Shaha
nrtya kore krishna sarva-citta hari (149)
We
will go near Sri Pulina and see the Rasa Mandala, the | spotlessly pure
circular arena where Gopendra-nandana Sri Krishna, surrounded by a hundred
million gopis, enjoys the pastime of dancing with Shri Radhika, the
predominating Goddess of the great dance. Thus He is stealing the hearts of all
created beings.
se
rasa-lasyera sobha nahi tri-bhuvane
bahu
bagye yeba dekhe maje sei ksane
sva-samadhi
bhagya-bale keho kabhu paya
se
sobha darsan sukha chadite na chaya
(150)
The sheer splendor of such artistically amorous dancing does not 1
exist anywhere within the three worlds! By great fortune, whoever is able to
see it becomes deeply plunged into it that very moment. By the power of such
fortune, if someone actually attains the trance of viewing this divine dance in
their own samadJU, they will never be able to give up the pure joy of that
astounding sight!
dekhibo
ye Shobha taha varnite naribo
hrdaye
rakhiya sada darShana koribo
nija
kuhja basi' hrdi majhe alocibo
sakhtra
nirdeSha mate satata sevibo (151)
I
will not be able to describe the magnificence of that sight to behold! I will
lock it in my heart and perpetually gaze upon it. Living in my own grove, while
cultivating that vision within my heart, I will constantly render devotional
service under the direction of the sakhfSh.
anahga-manjari
sakhi radhika-bhagini
more
krpa kori' dhama dekhabe apani
rasa-sthali-paShcimete Shri-dhira-samira
kichu
dure vamsi-vata Shri-jamuna-tira
(152)
Anariga Marijan Sakhl, the younger sister of Sri Radhika, will show
great mercy and personally escort me around the Dhama. To the west of the Rasa Mandala we
shall visit Shri Dhira Samlra (where the gentle breeze blows), and a little
further off see the huge banyan tree called Variisl Vata
and the wide
bank of the divine river Jamuna.
Shri-rupa-manjari-praShne isvari amara
bolibe
e nava-dasi sakhi lalitara
kamala-manjarf-nđma
gauraiigaika-gati
krpa
kori' deho ebe raga-marge gad (153)
Being
questioned by Shri Rupa Manjari, my mistress Anariga Manjarf will reply,
"This new dasi will be engaged in Lalita SakhPs service. Her name is Kamala
ManjarT, and she is very devoted to Shri Gaurariga. Please be
merciful now and give her entrance into the flow of spontaneous devotional
service to our Lordships."
iShvarira katha suni' Shri'-rupa-manjari
butaibe
krpa-hasta mama dehopari
sahasa
hoibe mora ragera udaya
rupanuga
bhajanete sprha atisaya (154)
Hearing this statement of my mistress, ShrT Rupa ManjarT will
lightly touch my body with her hand of mercy. Her touch will suddenly and
deeply impart to me the sublime spiritual emotion of spontaneous loving
devotion and the intense desire to perform rupanuga bhajan, worship that
follows in her own footsteps..
tadid-varna taravalr vasana-bhusane
Shri-karpura-patra
kare sukhira carane
dandavat
hoiya ami padibo takhana
magibo
ananya-bhave radhara car ana (155)
My
complexion is like lightning, my dress sparkles with patterns like the midnight
stars, I am adorned with various ornaments, and with a camphor tray in my hand
I shall fall flat at Shrl Rupa Manjan's feet and beg her for the exclusive shelter of Shrl
Radha's lotus feet.
Shri-rupa-manjari o Shri-ananga-manjari
lo
'be yatha svananda-sukhada-kunjeShvari
radha-Shri-carana-seva
sada cinta kare
Shrl-lalita
su-lalita sva-kunja-bhitore (156)
Shri Rupa Marijan and Shrl
Anariga Manjarf will then take me to the private grove of the most charming
Lalita Sakhf, the mistress of Svananda-sukhada-kunja, who is sitting inside
perpetually thinking about her service rendered to the divine lotus feet of
Radha.
sastange
vandibo dmi tanhara carana
sakht
koribena mama katha vijnapana
bolibena,
navadvipa-vast ei jana
tava ddst ho 'ye mage jugala-sevana (157)
I
shall fall flat and offer obeisances at Lalita's feet, and she will ask Anaiiga
ManjarF to explain my identity. Anaiiga ManjarF will reply, "This person
is an inhabitant of NavadvFpa who begs to become your maidservant and thereby
serve the Divine, Couple."
prasanna
hoiya tabe lalita sundarl
Shaist-Shakti-prati ka 'be, Shuno pmankari
tomdra
kunjera parShve kori ՚ stana
dana
rakhiya
yatana kore ipsita vidhana (158)
At this, Lalita will become very pleased and say to Anaiiga
Manjari (the personified potency of fresh feminine youth), "Listen,
beloved sprout! Give her a dwelling beside your own grove. Keep her there and
attentively arrange her desired service."
tomam seva kale sange lo'ye jabe
krame tava dasi radha-prasada paibe
Shri-radha-prasada
vina Shri-jugala-seva
bolo
dekhi kon kale paiyache keba (159)
"At
the time of performing your own service, take her along and gradually she will
receive the mercy of Sri Radha. Without the mercy of Radha, have we ever seen
anyone attain the service of the Divine Couple?"
lalitara
vakya Shuni' ananga-manjari
rakhibena
nija-kunje nija-dasi kori
jugala-sevra
kale sahgini koriya
loibe
amare tenha sneha prakasiya (160)
Hearing Lalita's words, Ahariga Manjan will give me a residence
next to her own grove, making me her own maidservant. At the time of going to
serve the Divine Couple, she will be very affectionate and gracidusly allow me
to accompany her as a friend.
dure
hoite nija karya kori' sampadana
heribo
jugala-rupa priya-darasana
kabhu
va Shrfmattmore ajna prakasiya
dekhaibe
nija krpa pada-chaya diya (161)
Performing
my own duties, I shall catch a glimpse of the beautiful Divine Couple in the
distance. And then, perhaps, Srimatl Radharani Herself will give me a direct
order, show me Her personal mercy, and give me the shade of Her own lotus feet.
sei
to ՝ sevaya ami rabo cira-dina
krame
seva-karye ami hoibo pravina
sevara
kauShale radha-govinda tusibo
kabhu
kabhu alahkara prasada labhibo (162)
I will perpetually remain absorbed in performing that service, and
gradually I will become skillful in its execution. By my expertise, I shall
please Radha and Govinda. As a reward for my services, I will from time to time
receive prasad ornaments that They had previously worn...
svapna-bhange dhire dhire kandiya kandiya
bhagirathipara ha 'bo pulina dekhiya
isodyana-sannikate
nija-kuhje bosi'
bhajtoo jugala-dhana Shri-gauranga-ShaShi (163)
...My
dream suddenly breaks and I shall softly weep and weep. Gazing back at Sri
Pulina, I will cross the river Bhagirathi. Living in my private grove next to
Isodyana (The Lord's Garden) I will worship the greatest treasure - the Divine
Couple Shri Shri Radha and Krishna, Who are non-different from the moonlike
Shri Gaurariga.
sva-niyame
thaki' radha-govinda bhajibo
radha-kunda vrndavana satata heribo
anahga-manjari-sakhi-carana
smariya
nija-sevanande
ra 'bo premete dubiya (164)
I will worship Radha and Govinda while staying fixed in my own
vows, and shall perpetually gaze upon Radha Kunda and Vrindavan. Remembering
the feet of Anariga Manjari SakhT, and remaining immersed in the bliss attained
by my particular services performed for Their Lordships, I will thereby drown
in pure ecstatic prema.
srl-krishna-caitanya
prabhura dasa-anudasa
e
bhaktivinoda mage navadvipa-vasa
rupa-raghunatha-pade
akuti koriya
nijabhista-siddhi
mage vyakula hoiya (165)
This
Bhaktivinoda, the servant of the servants of Lord Shri Krishna Chaitanya, is
begging for residence in NavadvTpa Dhama. I am eager for the feet of Rupa GosvamT
and Raghu-natha Gosvami (Rupa Manjarf and Rati Manjari), and from them I anxiously beg to
achieve my own desired perfect spiritual body and service.
navadvipa-vrndavana-ksetra-vasi-gana
tad-ksetre
koro more acire sthapana
tomadera
ksetra ei, ami matra dasa
toma-seva-seva-cchale
pai ksetra-vasa (166)
O residents of NavadvTpa, Vrindavan and Jagannatha Puri! Please
establish me eternally in Isodyana, the abode of the Lord! That is certainly
within your power, for this is also your abode. As my position is simply as a
servant, only on the pretext of somehow assisting you in your service to Their
Lordships wifl I be able to obtain residence in the Dhama.
navadvipa koro more krpa-vitarana
tava krpa vina teetra labhe kon jana
amara
yogyata lo 'ye na koro vicara
jahnava-nitai-ajna koriyachi sara (167)
O
Navadvlpa Dhama, please shower me with your mercy! Without your favor, how can
anyone attain residence in the Lord's holy abode? Please do not consider
whether I am qualified or not. I am simply clinging to the instructions of
Jahnava Ma and Nityananda Prabhu as the essence of my life.
Shraddhara padibe yei e bhava-taranga
udibe
tahara mane gaura-rasa-ranga
Shri-svarupa-damodara tare kori' daya
loibe
nijera gane diya pada-chaya (168)
Whoever reads this Bhava Taranga with devotional faith will experience
the nectar of the sportive pastimes of Gaurahga arising in their minds. Shri
Svarupa Damodara will certainly show them mercy, accepting them as personal
associates in the spiritual Dhama while giving the shade of his own feet.
thus
ends Navadvipa Bhava Taranga
by
Thakura Bhaktiviiioda